The Life He Doesn't Remember

part 7

Caitlin didn't go to big belly burger she went home and cried into Barry's pillow he didn't remeber her well he did but her from 5 years ago.

There was a knock on her bedroom door and caitlin groaned "go away" she snapped

But her mother came in anyway with a screaming cassie on her arms caitlin took cassie away from her mother and held her against her chest and rocked her untill she stopped crying.

"You ok caity?" Carla asked.

Caitlin shook her head "barry woke up"

"Well that's great news where is he? Is he ok?"

Caitlin shook her head "he's fine but he's lost 5 years of memories he doesn't rembered our first date or the wedding or Cassie he doesn't remeber our life together" caitlin cried.

Carla hugged her daughter "its ok he'll rember why don't you just tell him?"

Caitlin shook hello head "it'll freak him out then he'll leave and I can't lose him again"

"Its ok he's going to rember and your going to get through this it's going to be ok" carla assured.

Caitlin nodded stiffly and kissed cassies tempel.

She got back to STAR labs a few hours later.

Barry and cisco were setting up barrys room and doctor wells was talking to them.

"Your back" barry observed a grin on his face.

"I am"

"I thought you went to big belly burger?" He frowned.

"Yeah well...you know I got distracted..."

Barry nodded slowly.

Doctor wells gave her a look "caitlin with me please" he said turning his wheel chair in the direction of the door.

Caitlin followed him "so I'm guessing you don't want to tell your husband your his wife or that he has a daughter?"

Caitlin shook her head "it'll be to overwhelming it won't be good for him"

"But what about you and cassie is it good for you to see him every day and have to keep this a secrate from him?"

Caitlin didn't say anything for a long minute until she took a deep breath "I know what's best for my husband and my daughter and this is it and as for my well being I don't care as long he's in my life I'll be fine" she said flatly

Doctor wells gave her a small nod "I sincerely hope you reconsider Doctor Allen"

"Guys!" Cisco yelled panic in his voice.

Caitlin and doctor wells rushed to the room barry was staying in.

His left hand was vibrating so fast it was hard to see and his right hand was holding his wrist "whats happening to me?" He breathed.

A few hours later

"So how does it fit?" Cisco asked.

Barry came out wearing what looked like a man's leotard and a helmet and goggles.

Caitlin tried to hide her giggles.

"Its a little snug"

"Yeah well you'll be moving so fast that no one will be able to see you"

Caitlin went over to barry to check the monitors on his 'suit'

"You ok?" He asked.

Caitlin nodded stiffly and carried on pressing buttons on her tablet.

"You don't smile alot do you, why is that?" He asked

"The accident that you were in left me 6 months pregnant and alone so I think this blank expression is the way to go..."

"Im sorry"

"Yeah me to" Caitlin walked away and watched barry get in a running stance.

"Be carefull" she mumbled bitting her lip.

Barry started running and caitlin gasped "thats impossible"

He kept running and cisco continue shouting out how fast he was running.

It happened so quickly barry smashing into the water tanks cisco yelling and doctor wells wincing.

"Barry!" Caitlin shouted running to him.