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With barrys help she slipped cassie into the cool bath and the little girl calmed down.
Caitlin let out a breath of relief and couldn't help the small smile that tugged at her lips see in her husband and daughter together but it fell away when she remebered that he didn't rember and that he probly wanted a devorce.
"I'm going to go get her a towle and a change of clothes will you be ok with her by yourself?"
Barry just nodded and caitlin went to the nursery to get the change of clothes then went to the sheet and towl cupped to get cassie a towl.
She didnt realise when she unfold it and opened it so she could get cassie out of the bath that it was one of thr things jo had bought them at the baby shower.
So on the back of the light pink towl in dark pink letters the name 'Cassidy Nora Allen' Was embroidered
When they had found out they were having a girl iris had thrown them a baby shower and jo had got them a hamper of things such as blankets and tiny socks and shoes and a hat and her name had been embroidered onto the hat and blanket too.
She was too lost in her own memories staring at the towel to noitce barry slowly tugging it out of her hands and wrapping cassie in it.
She looked up at him and almost burst out I to tears when she saw him place a kiss onto their daughters damp hair.
"I'll get her dressed" caitlin muttered taking cassie out of his arms and cradling her in her own.
She put a fresh nappy on her and then put a red yellow onesie on her before picking her back up and throwing the towl into the washing basket and barry emptyed the bath.
"Caitlin your shaking pass me cassie"
"Its fine I've got her" she snapped her hands desperately trying to do up the buttons on her daughters pink onesie but her hands were still shaking.
"Caitlin" barry whispered slowly lifting her hands and putting them by her sides she watched him carefully as he took her place and begun snapping the small buttons on Cassies onesie together untill he was done then he picked her up and he held her so she was facing away from him and her smiling face was looking stright at caitlin.
"She's due a feeding she usually falls asleep then wakes up around 8 ish...let's go down stairs"
Barry followed her down stairs and into the living room.
"I just need to get her some milk from the fridge I won't take long" barry nodded and sat down on the left side of the sofa and she couldn't help the sense of day já vue that was always where Barry sat it was his spot.
She didn't ponder on it for long instead she went into the kitchen she opened the tub of formula.
It was empty.
She looked in the fridge.
There weren't any made up in there either so she was going to have to breastfeed because she hadn't started cassie on cows milk yet because she just so delicate and needed the extra vitamins that the formula provided.
She didn't mind breast feeding Cassie she'd done it countless times before but not around anyone.
But this was Barry.
Her Barry.
Her husband Barry.
The father of her child.
She sighed as she shut the fridge and went back into the living room to find barry pulling faces at Cassie and her laughing her little head off making Barry's grin wider.
She just watched them for a moment not wanting to ruin their bonding time.
"Do you want to know something?" Barry asked in that high pitched voice everyone talks to babies with.
Cassie just giggled and started gumming her fingers.
"I take that as a yes"
Cassie giggled again and Barry pulled her saliva covered fingers out of her mouth carefully and replaced them with the butterfly paserfire he'd found on the coffee table.
"Well I'm your daddy. Do you know what a daddy is? No? I don't know why I'm asking you this your not even one year old yet so you can't talk back"
Caitlin bit her lip to stop from giggling "I'm like your mummy but you didn't grow in my tummy...you look so much like your mum" he whispered the last sentence
"I promise that I will keep you safe forever and I'll make sure your always happy"
Cassie took her dummy out of her mouth and started babbling about something random.
"You are so cute do you know that? Of course you know that your my daughter"
Barry looked up and saw caitlin in the door way and smiled slightly at her.
"I ummm...ran out of formula so I'm going to have to... breast feed her... do you mind?"
"Your my wife" he said simply
"Yeah but you don't remember and your probly going to want a devorce now anyway"
Barry froze "why would I want a devorce?"
"Well I just assumed because I kept this huge secrate from you I kept her from you"
Barry sighed and put Cassidy in her bouncer then approached his wife.
"We haven't even talked about it yet so how would you know that?" Barry asked.
"I ummm...I just thought because your mad at me-"
"Just because I'm mad at you it doesn't mean I've stoped loving you" Barry said making caitlin freeze.
Flash back 1 month before the wedding
"You should've asked!" Caitlin yelled running her hands through her hair in frustration
"I shouldn't have to its my wedding too and last time I checked I was the groom so I get to pick the best man!"
"But Barry this is Matt we're talking about! For God's sake he got drunk at our engagement party and started sining 'who let the dogs out' at the top of his lungs and we were in a restaurant and he tried to kiss my cousin beth!" Caitlin exsclaimed
"That was 1 time! And it's not like I complained about your choice of maid of honor! Your just obsessed with controlling everything your a control freak!"
"I'm not a control freak!"
"I have had no say in anything apart from the guest list he'll I don't even get to chose my suit or the cake or even the rings! For the past 4 months you've been obsessed with table clothes, color schemes, venues, dresses and flower arrangements! Your not the only one getting married!"
"You could've just said something!"
"Thats what I'm doing now!"
Caitlin groaned "you know what fine have matt as your best man I don't care anymore!"
"Fine!"
"Fine!"
Barry grabbed his coat wallet and keys "where are you going?" Caitlin asked in a small voice.
"I cant stay here when your like this"
THE FLASH BACK WILL CONTINUE ON THE NEXT CHAPTER.
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The Life He Doesn't Remember
Fanfictionthis story is like 'He forgot' but it's not at the same time... when barry wakes up from his coma he sees a face he never thought he'd see again the random woman who kissed him in the rain but she looks diffrent, older that's when she tells him that...
