I Loved You at Your Darkest

Chapter 9: Misunderstandings

[TOP's POV] 

" Brienne !" Naglalakad siya palabas ng room nang tinawag ko siya.

"My friends have just left. Can I come with you? " Sinabi ko habang  naglalakad kami palabas. Sa tingin ko ay pumunta sa lugar kung saan siya karaniwang napupunta , sa forest.

Tumango lang siya and said nothing. We quietly walk until we reached our spot. As expected this place is so quiet, you will not see any students roaming. It's serene, peaceful, and cool, I'm out of words.

With the placid surroundings no doubt she always wants to go here.

Hindi ko namalayan na nakaupo na pala siya, doon sa lugar kung saan natatakpan ng mga dahon ng puno ang sinag ng araw.. Hindi man lang siya nagsalita -_-

My dear Brienne, in spite of your indescribable traits you still look innocent and... lovely.

Umupo narin ako at nilabas ang pagkain na tinake out ko sa Se7en's café. I just want to be with her during breaks, that's why I ordered an extra food. Hahaha.

Nilabas ko isa-isa. "If you want you can simply pick it up." I said but I have received no reply.

She's so undisturbed taking her small quantity of rice and a small hotdog. Is she contented with that?

I get the chicken in my plate and nilagay ko sa lunch box niya.

" Anong ginagawa mo?"

"That's not enough. You should eat more than that, you're getting skinnier." I put the half of my rice and gave it to her.

" Teka lang " Sinubukan niyang patigilin ako.

"Stop complaining. Just eat." I said. I start eating my food and I didn't mind to look at her again.

Actually I'm not really hungry. I simply want to be with her.

"Here" I gave her the bottled juice I bought, the moment I finished eating.

"’Wag na."

"Here" I insist.

"Hindi mo ‘ko kailangang samahan bawat oras . " Mahinahon niyang sabi . I can live by myself and I can take care of my life." She continues while raising her eyebrows.

This is the first time I heard her raised her voice to someone. Honestly, I'm hurt.

"You're not taking care of yourself. You always let things past to your side. I just want to be your side. I just want you to feel that you always have a friend. I just want to see... to see you smiling and happy."

"Who are you? You're not even a friend. You want to be close to me 'coz you want to court me right? Boys are boys. You're just like them. You just want this face. You just want this damn body."

"You're really thinking like that?" I compose myself and breathe deeply. "Honestly, I don't like your attitude. You're indescribable, unfathomable and very mysterious. But of all those atypical traits, I used to like everything I discover about you. I used to care more of you than to myself."

Hindi siya sumagot, nakatingin lang siya ng diretso sa mga halaman sa harap namin. 

Bakit kaya niya sinasabi ang mga bagay na 'to? 

Kung magsalita siya parang gustong gusto niya akong itaboy.

"Ahh. Why am I saying this? Why I am caring to the person who does not know how to take care of herself?" I stand up.

"I'm such a fool." I left her there.

I felt insulted. That was so offensive. I'm just concern. I wouldn't have thought that she can say those mean words.

I thought she's just quiet person, a fragile person.

But I realized that I was the fragile one. Fragile when it comes to her.

I leave YG University only to escape the awful feeling.

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I drink the remaining alcohol in front of me.

"Waiter, another bottle, please."

"Hey!" I felt someone touches my shoulder.

I looked at person beside me but I can't fully recognize him. My sight seems being delayed and blury.

"Se7en?" I said as I recognize him. "Hey! Good to see you!"

"What are you doing here? Problem?"

"Problem? I don't have any."

"Ohh, how's Brienne?"

"Brienne? Oh that dejected girl. Ask the trees..."

I said and felt extreme pain in my head.

And after that lost my sight and felt nothing… 

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