They say that love is forever

Chapter 1

AMANDA'S POV:

Hi I'm Amanda I have black hair and bright green eyes. I live with my best friend Lucy in our small apartment Lucy and I have been best friend since we were Baby's and we are like sisters. Lucy has Blond hair and blue eyes she is taller than me and it can get annoying but what can you do? Anyway I have a mum and a dad and a older brother named Josh he has a girlfriend and a little dog named Max he is the most cutest puppy you will ever see.

"Amanda come on we're going to be late for work" Lucy yelled as I finished putting my hair up in a bun and walked out before grabbing my phone and hopping in her car before she drove us to work oh yeah we both work at Starbucks we meet celebrities nearly everyday it's amazing and their coffees are to die for. Finally we pulled up and hopped out before I slipped my phone in my pocket and walked inside to see all our friends working as we walked over and started help make the coffees and get everything ready before we opened and people started walking in. Today wasn't busy like everyday it was nice until you had to serve which was me

"Hello how may I help you?" I asked as a girl with way to much make up on and the sluttiest clothes I've ever seen on looked up at the menu before looking at me holy fudge she looks scary with all that make up

"The large Carmel frappe with cream" she said as I punched that into the computer

"Will that be all?" I asked

"Yes" she said as I looked at the screen to see the price

"$10.50 please" I said as she handed me the money and I gave her the change

"I need a name" I said as she looked at me like I was meant to know her name or something

"Rebecca" she said before I started making it. When I finished putting the cream on I chucked a lid on and a straw in before calling out her name and she collected her drink I swear people like that are rude like no thankyou or please jez it's not hard.

It was my break and I decided to go subway and order a sub as I walked inside I was served and I started telling the lady things I wanted before she walking in the bitch of life

"Oh hey it Amanda are we going for a healthier option today?" She asked as I kept telling her what I wanted on my food

"You know it's rude to ignore people" she said as I didn't listen to her

"You know I would have gotten the 6 inch if I was you I mean don't want to be fat" she said laughing as I bit the inside of my gums

"Well good job normally your at fat food places but today your at subway good choice I see you listen to me" she said as I payed for my sub and turned around to see her face

"Shut up stop picking on me" I said

"Sorry I didn't mean to pick on you I was just being honest" she said

"Whatever you wanna be honest your a slut" I said as I pushed past her

"What I am not a slut you fat f**k no wonder no boy likes you your fat and ugly" she said as I walked out and started walking back to work when I felt my eyes water up no your stronger than this I told myself before I reached work and walked out the back before sitting down and grabbing my earphones out and putting them in my ears and my phone before putting on my music when Time Bomb came on and I started eating. Just as I finished the first half of my sub Lucy came in and I took one ear phone out

"Hey you ok?" She asked

"Yeah do you want this I'm not hungry" I said as she nodded and started eating it before I paused my music and put it in my pocket

"Well better get back to work" I said as I walked back out to start making coffees.

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When I got home with Lucy I took my shoes off and walked up to my room before taking my hair out and letting it fall everywhere before I hopped on my laptop and jumped on twitter before I saw people tweeting celebrity's when I saw a tweet

@ashton5sos: thank you guys for all your support your amazing love you all and we're always here for you xx 🙊

Like any fan I retweeted and faved it but that tweet gave me an idea what if I wrote a letter to him? What would he do? Would he read it? Would he right back? So many things were going through my head at once but I decided to write a letter so I grabbed a pen and paper before I started writing

Dear Ashton,
My name is Amanda and I am a massive fan of your Band. This is my first letter to a celebrity so I don't know what to write but I want to start off my saying thankyou for everything, I mean you have saved my life there has been so many times when I wanted to jump off a cliff or hang myself but I would stop and listen to 5sos and it would calm me down. This is hard for me to say but I do cut myself I have for ages it's just hard when people around you are calling you names like fat f**k, chuba chub and ugly I mean you cry but I sick of crying that's all I do and I'm sick of it why do we cry? You have saved my life so many times and I don't think you will ever know how much you mean to me because your the reason I'm here today, your the reason I smile, your the reason I wake up in the morning. Your tweets they are something, I mean they aren't an Ashton Irwin tweet without telling how much you love your fans or thanking us and it's beautiful cause we love you too and we thank you for being 5sos and making music because without you life would be hard. There's this one girl who finds the need to pick me with her friends or by herself and they always hurt me but today she was calling me fat and said something that really hurt but I guess it's true she said no wonder no boy likes you your fat and ugly. I'm sorry if you see smug pen in this letter it's just these stupid tears. I have tried coming to your concerts but everytime I go to bye a ticket theirs none left and I try to meet you but I'm always at the back but if I could meet you I would give you a hug and tell you how you save my life and how my I thank you but that will never happen so instead I'm writing you this letter I'm sorry if it's long but I hope you read this and write me a letter back if not I understand.
From Amanda

When I finished I folded the letter and put it in an envelope before writing on the front and walking down to the kitchen to see Lucy making dinner

"Hey I'm just going to drop off this letter I'll be back" I said holing up the letter

"Ok take my car" she said as I nodded and grabbed her keys before walking outside and hopping in her car before driving to the post office and dropping it in the post box before driving home and parking the car in the drive way before walking inside to smell dinner before seeing Lucy put my plate down on the table

"Come on dinners ready" she said as I smiled and started eating dinner. When we finished I did the dishes before walking up to my room and chucking on my pjs before jumping into bed and lying there staring at the celling thinking about everything I put in the letter before my eyes started to get heavy and I feel asleep.

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