I will Always Love you. (Gaara x Reader)

Chapter 20: Meh.

(Y/n)'s p.o.v.

I loved the moments when I could wake up next to Gaara and make him smile. I lived for the moments when we hugged and kissed, just any type of physical contact made me happy. I don't think I could be without him. Last night at the cemetery showed another side of him believe it or not. I saw the side he didn't like showing. It made me realize how lucky I was to know him. To date him. I never imagined the day we would get engaged to each other. I still can't. I have a feeling we won't last that long. That he'll get tired of me. He says he won't. But we are feeding off of the childhood sweetheart thing. love him. Losing him would break me so much worse than I've been in awhile. I keep telling him if he doesn't want to be with me to just pour the alcohol on the wound and let it sting until it gets better. He won't. But I know it will hurt more of he doesn't admit he doesn't want me.

"What are you thinking about?" Gadara's voice asked from beside me. I didn't want to fight over the fact he won't love me eventually.

"Nothing important." I whispered and snuggled up to him.

"If it's keeping you up it's not just nothing."

"You should be asleep too mister."

"Ouch do I look old to you?"

"Old enough to be called mister. I was just thinking about us." I finally told him.

"You're not thinking of breakup scenarios are you?" He asked.

"No." I lied. He totally saw through it.

"If the time comes it comes okay but it hasn't happened yet so stop overthinking about my feelings for you. Now Ms.(L/n) time for you to sleep."

"Why don't you ever sleep? I've only seen you sleep once. You looked less stressed and more relaxed. And Gaara I'm not TIRED." I whined.

"That's exactly what a tired person would say. I enjoy watching you sleep. It makes me feel safer." He whispered into my neck. I started giggling when he kissed my neck. He stopped what he was doing and stared at me.

"What is so funny you insist on giggling about?" He asked.

"Well one we have a guest. Two the way you were breathing on my neck tickled." I whispered into his ear. His face immediately turned a deep shade of red. I smiled and sat up. Gaara went to the door I heard whispers.

"(Y/n)! We have a guest!" Gaara yelled.

"I know!" I yelled back. I grabbed Gaara's shirt and put it on. I was already wearing clothes but I don't want people around. I walked to the door and jumped on Gaara's back and kissed his cheek a lot.

"I'm sorry if I'm interrupting something. I can leave." Sakura said. I smiled and looked at Gaara.

"You can comeback later. For dinner." Gaara said. " I make a mean steak."

"Sure guys have fun and stay safe!" She said giggling as she walked away. Gaara closed the door and put me down.

"So what was she interrupting?" Gaara asked.

"I dunno know maybe this." I said and jumped on him again wrapping my legs around his waist and started making out with him.

"Ooh I like this." He said and sat on the couch. I frowned.

"What is it baby?" He asked.

"I've never kissed someone upside down. I would like to try." I said laughing. He just laughed.

"You're a dork. But you're my dork. So let's try it." He said. I smiled and laid down on the couch. My head over the leg rest and his inches away from mine. His face was facing normally as mine was upside down. We kissed. It felt weird to kiss someone like that. I started giggling which turned into my ugly laughing which ended with me crying and laughing.