(Quick A/n, Hey guys I'm looking for a new cover for the book! And I was wondering if you guys could make some and send them to me? I'm trying to come up with some but I'm really not sure. So message me on here if you have ideas or have some you want me to use.) (Also this song is the one Gaara is singing ig.)
Love hurts.
It's why I stay sad a little longer.
Why I breathe a little harder.
Why I yell a little louder.
Why I cry a little softer.
(Y/n)'s p.o.v.
I woke up to an empty bed. Garra must've been making breakfast. I sat up and looked out my window to be greeted by a dark sky. It was nighttime. So dinner I guess. I walked out into the living room. I heard the shower running. He must be in the shower. I walked up to the bathroom door. I heard soft singing. I didn't know he sang. I slowly opened the door. I saw his clothes on the floor and a towel hanging up by the shower. His voice was beautiful. I just listened as his voice carried my mind somewhere else.
I almost didn't realize the water had stopped but when I did I quickly and quietly left the room. I stood outside the bathroom. I was still amazed by his beautiful voice. The bathroom door opened he was still singing but he stopped when he saw me. His face turned a bright red and he just stood there starring at me. I opened my mouth to tell him how beautiful his voice was but he walked away. I frowned and looked at the closed bedroom door. Maybe he doesn't like his voice? I walked tot he kitchen and hummed the song he was singing it was beautiful. I understood the song. I mean no wonder why he was singing it. Without noticing I started to sing the song as I made dinner. I was making some Ramen and pork. I heard Gaara clearing his throat and I stopped singing and cooking. I didn't turn around.
"So what are you doing?" He asked.
"Nothing."
"Well that singing didn't sound like nothing."
"Well it is nothing. I'm not as good as you." I whispered the last part hoping he didn't here it. But of course he did. He grabbed my arm turning my body turns him. I looked down not wanting to meet his eyes.
"Look at me." He demanded but I refused to look into his teal eyes. When I didn't look at him he grabbed my chin and made me look at him. I was embarrassed. I didn't sing ever. I used to as a kid. For my mum and dad. But I haven't since then. I always thought my voice was bad because kids at school would laugh at me whenever I sang.
"You have a beautiful voice Gaara." I whispered to him. His loose tightened on my arm. He was surprised. I just let his hand fall from my body. He looked ashamed. I turned the stove off and I grabbed some bowls from the cabinet.
"I need to tell you something. The reason why I was gone loner than a week was because I was with someone." He whispered. "Sexually." When the words left his mouth the bowls left my hands. I couldn't blame him. I did have sex with Sasuke. It still hurt though. He starred at me. I didnt make eye contact with him.
"Was she pretty?" I asked. He stood up and walked towards me. He placed a hand on my shoulder causing me to flinch and shrug away. I didn't yearn for his touch anymore. I didnt want his kisses or his hugs, I didn't even want his words. I refused to look at him.
"(Y/n) please don't. I shouldn't have done it I know that but the way you were willing to let me take off like that made me feel like you were done with me." He said. I quickly walked past him and to my room. I grabbed his stuff and put it in the living room.
"You need to leave." I said as he walked into the living room. He starred at me with tears in his eyes. It was tearing me apart to say that to him. I was just so tired.
"Please.......(Y/n) I love you, she honestly meant nothing. I hate myself enough for doing that. I can't have you hate me too."
"I don't hate you. I'm just disappointing and mad and sad. It tore me apart to say that to you. It's tearing me apart to see you like this." I whispered. It was unfair. Not to me but to him. I had sex with someone else and he did and I was mad. But it would have been so much better if he had just kept his mouth shut.
"Please (Y/n) I need you." He said softly tears leaving his eyes. How many times will we play this game. We both were hurting each other.
"I needed you then. I need you now. But we can't keep on hurting each other like this. So its best if one of us leaves." I told him.
"No." He said.
"What?"
"NO!" He yelled. "I will not lose you for a dumb mistake. We both hurt each other we're even. No more. We will be happy together. I will take care of you as we grow old god damn it (Y/n) I just wanna Marry you!" I was quiet. I could't believe what he just said. Marry me?
"Marry me?" The words barely left my mouth.
"Yes." He said calmly now. I walked up to him and hugged him. He hugged back almost immediately. I kissed him and he kissed back.
"I am in love with you Gaara. If only you knew how you make me feel." I whispered.
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(A/n)
HE WANTS TO MARRY YOU!!!!!!!!! Omg yassssss bitch. I hope you guys enjoyed sorry for the long wait!
-Toxic_monster
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