Chapter 3:Meeting Him.

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(Y/N) p.o.v.

I can't believe Gaara,  Talked to me. Despite his usual grouchy attitude, he was nice today. He was definitely handsome. I had a crush on him for the longest time. He was so dark and mysterious. A lot of people judged me for having this stupid crush, and I had to face the real facts, Gaara would never like a girl like me. I'm a loser. A shadow in a room full of people I was different and a lot of girls were prettier than I. I was skinny, too skinny,  My hair was too (h/l) and dull no volume. My eyes were too (e/c). Besides Gaara Wouldn't/ shouldn't like a girl like me, he is just too handsome. If a guy like him did like me it would be a miracle. I was really quiet, Sometimes I knew I was there but I felt like I wasn't. I felt like a ghost, I felt alone. It doesn't matter none of it does. The only thing that matters to me right now is that Gaara talked to me, but why? No guy talks to me. Unless they want something. What does Gaara want from me? I need to know what he wants and I need to know soon. Before I get hurt. I've been hurt before. I dated Sasuke before. Way before he got with Sakura. It was a mistake, he hurt me when he left me. I was so broken by him. My heart was shattered into a million pieces and I know it's gonna be hard to put back together. I should've stopped myself from falling. I didn't. It was like I wanted to hurt, but no one really wants to get hurt right? Or am I the only one? I don't know why I was shaking so much, I felt so weak so vulnerable to him like if he asked me to do something I wouldn't even think twice before doing it. If no one was gonna stop me from doing it I would be a monotone freak who can't even think for herself. I would be fine with that though, I'd be fine if that was for Gaara. I'd put him before me any day. I barely know the guy and I'm falling hard, so hard. I don't think I can be fixed after my feelings for Gaara, if I fall, I'm not coming back, And I was fine with that.

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(A/n) 

Sorry to cut it short but that's the best I can do for right now, sorry for not updating comment if you want anything changed or have an Idea's kinda in a writers block at the moment and I have some issues at home and stuff but Yea Let me know I guess. Anyway the song is one of my favorites, recommend some song's too lol Byez!!!!!!!!!!

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(Word Count: 463)

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