(Y/n)'s p.o.v.
He left me. I cried. I screamed. I kicked and punched the door. Leaving bruises on my knuckles. I just hated he had to leave. I just hated it. I was alone again. He left and he probably would never come back. He promised he would write I hope he does.
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-STILL UR P.O.V.-
It was a day after he left. I was still sad. He took the box of notes and pictures. He promised to read them every night. I looked at the pictures of us smiling at the memories.
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-TWO WEEKS LATER-
I missed him so much. I didn't go outside. Naruto popped in and out occasionally to make sure I was okay and alive. It was a normal thing now. I wrote letters to him. He didn't write back.
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-Time skip to a month l8ter-
I was alone at the lake. It was raining. I was just sitting waiting for his return. I wanted his return. I needed him to come back. I barely came outside. I was sick again. I couldn't eat. Sleep. I barely felt alive. Sakura checked up on me. So did Sasuke and Naruto. Sasuke apologized for doing what he did. I forgave him. I felt worse than last time. I gave up on myself. I was looking thinner as each day grew longer, colder. Naruto, Sakura, and Sasuke just watched me fade away slowly. He promised to write but no letters came. He left me hurt. I know it was wrong to see it that way but it's how I saw it. I couldn't help it. I just anted the pain to go away really badly but it wouldn't, it would never go away. I know it wouldn't. He probably moved on. I was just a burden. I knew he would leave. I stood up and walked towards the water. The rain falling hard like a waterfall. I took a step closer hoping to get close enough to fall into the water. I fell forward water taking my body. I stayed underwater for a few seconds. My eyes were open watching the water. I was tired of my life being a sad song on repeat. I just wanna escape the sound. The people. The feelings. I just wanted to fade away completely. I popped my head out of the water. I took deep breaths and went back under. I just stayed still. Like a rock. The only differences were my breathing, my feelings. The dark thoughts that flooded my head. I didn't wanna go back up to breathe. I just wanted to fade more and more. But I did go back up and took a deep breath again and went back under. I heard muffled yelling, splashing of water and felt arms wrap around my waist. I was being 'Saved'. I was pulled out of the water and onto the grass. I heard a familiar voice. It belonged to Gaara. But I didn't see him anywhere. I just saw Sakura's face. She was smiling. She seemed so happy to see I was breathing. I sat up. I decided to go 'swimming' again. I stood up and went back into the lake. I popped my head up to see Sakura and Hinata watching. Naruto was there too.
"(Y/n) you're gonna get sick. Come out of the water. I will drag you out again." Naruto yelled. I listened and got out.
"Why are you so sad? I mean I understand that Gaara is gone but he will be back." Sakura said. I winced at Gaara's name. He left a huge hole in my heart.
"You don't understand fully Sakura. You just don't understand because he is like a drug. I need him. He is the air I breathe. I'm addicted to his love. You should understand cause Sasuke is your love. Hinata understands. You guys might not have your man but at least you can talk to them see them. I can't. So consider yourselves lucky." I spat at them.
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I will Always Love you. (Gaara x Reader)
Fanfiction*Mature Content* (Y/n) was depressed. She felt like she had no purpose. Gaara was Alone. He knew his purpose. They meet one day in the Village Hidden in the Leaves. Gaara realizes her purpose. She Falls in love with the boy Inside the mons...
