The next few weeks were difficult to overpass. Me and Gaara ignored each other most days and fought the other days. He was so upset with me. I felt horrible. How could I do this to the person I loved? I cried at night. Especially the nights he wasn't home and he was sleeping with other girls. I knew he was because he'd bring home souvenirs. Like bras and underwear. I would ignore it for the most part. Me and him we were drifting away from each other. I wanted him more. I knew what happened with Sasuke was horrible. I should have fought. I should have thrown him off me. I don't like the way I responded the way I didn't say no that I didn't fight enough. Today was especially hard because we were out at the store. I was now 7 months pregnant and he kept winking at our cashier. I looked down wanting to cry. I hoped neither of them would notice, but the cashier noticed.
"I think you're making your girlfriend uncomfortable." She said. I looked up with a smile.
"No he is just my friend. I'm pregnant and he is helping me shop and I feel a little queasy that's all." I smiled a fake smile again. He got tense.
"Yeah just friends." He sounded kind of upset but how can he be upset at the fact I said we're just friends if he is sleeping with other girls. The girl bagged our groceries and I quickly paid and grabbed the bags leaving quickly. I felt like I was gonna be sick. I quickly ran to the nearest trash can and let the food I ate earlier come back up. The little one can never let me keep food down.
"Are you okay?" Gaara asked holding my hair. I stuck my thumb up and stood up straight. He let go of my hair and I turned around. A lot of people were looking at me. I blushed embarrassed and quickly walked out. 17 and pregnant they were probably thinking how can she be so stupid. I didn't wait for Gaara I just quickly walked towards the house and once I was safe inside my four walls I cried. He was flirting with her! In front of me! He has no respect! I was so angry. I punched a wall repeatedly before hearing a knock.
"Who is it?" I said angrily.
"Hey it's me Gaara open up." He said sounding bored.
"Why sure thing anything for a friend." I said sarcastically. I opened the door gave a fake smile and walked into my room. I didn't bother shutting the door because I knew he would just come in anyway.
"What's wrong with you today?" He said. "You've been acting sad and mad."
"Gaara you stupid fuck it's called mood swings try carrying a fucking baby in your stomach for 9 months and maybe you'll know why I'm so angry!" I yelled.
"It's not my fault you're knocked up with his kid." He shot back. I literally couldn't move. Did he just say what I thought he said?
"Excuse me Mr. Sleeps with the whole town, I didn't fucking do it on purpose there are these things called condoms maybe you should start using them so you don't get someone else knocked up." I said angrily.
" At least they won't fucking cheat." He shot back. I smirked okay I could play this game too. I closed the door blasted music and started looking for clothes to wear. I danced and opened my draws, if he was gonna have fun so was I. I grabbed the black dress he likes and put it on. My stomach did pop out a lot but I didn't care. I quickly did my makeup and grabbed my purse. I left the music on and walked out of my room. I walked past him and his wandering eyes and to the door.
"Where do you think you're going dressed like that?" He asked surprised.
"Out. I means it's not your business besides we're just friends." I shot at him. He got up and I opened the door and left he came outside after me.
"Get your ass back inside right now." He said in a low tone. I turned around.
"Oh so now you want to act like we're together? After you slept with most of the girls in this town, ha I don't think so Gaara." I said seriously. I didn't realize Sakura and Naruto we're watching. I turned again and began walking away.
"I love you!" He yelled. How dare he say that to me? How dare he claim to live me but sleep with other girls. I walked up to him and slapped him.
"So now you want to fuckin love me huh? After you've fucked the whole town you want to love me when you wanted nothing to do with me 1 hour ago. You have absolutely no right to fucking say that! Are you seriously expecting me to say it back after that? After you insult me calling me a slut for being fucking raped? Well I'm fucking sorry it wasn't you raping me! I'm fucking sorry I just had to get raped if it makes you feel better I'll fucking get an abortion! Who knows though because I could be killing your kid but wait it's okay at least we'll know for sure am I right?" I yelled getting in his face. All he could do was look down. Tears forming in his eyes. I wanted to wipe them away but I needed to be strong. Be independent.
"That's what I thought." I said rudely before turning around. He grabbed my arm.
"(Y/n)..."
"What?" I spat.
"You're gonna have a miscarriage if you don't stop stressing out." He said softly. Since when does he give a shit he believes it isn't his kid. His eyes watering. I couldn't be independent anymore. I put my hand on his cheek.
"Don't ever say it was my fault again." I said my voice breaking. I pulled my hand away and went back inside. Sakura came after me and Naruto went to talk to Gaara. I would give anything for Gaara to stay. Even if it meant I had to stay inside all the time.
Authors Note: I am so so so sorry for not updating. My life is a little bit crazy right now and I have been writing a lot more so hopefully this chapter does you guys good. I have been writing and rewriting how I want this chapter to turn out. I might just put this story on hold and restart it.
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Fanfiction*Mature Content* (Y/n) was depressed. She felt like she had no purpose. Gaara was Alone. He knew his purpose. They meet one day in the Village Hidden in the Leaves. Gaara realizes her purpose. She Falls in love with the boy Inside the mons...
