Gaara's p.o.v.
We had sex. I can't believe we had sex. It was great. I loved it. I looked at her as we walked to the lake to meet up with Naruto. Her cheeks were a dusty pink. She looked hot. I would so fuck her again. She might think that's all I want her for. It's not. I want her for many reasons. I'm glad she was my first. I hold her hand. She looks at me.
"You're too cute." She says. I blush. She makes me so shy sometimes. We arrive at the lake and everyone looks at us. She hides behind me a little bit. I smile she is just too precious.
"Are they still staring?" She whispers. I nod.
"Finally! I thought you guys were never gonna show up." Naruto basically yelled. I shake my head. He is too much. (Y/n) laughs.
"Yeah sorry we were just-busy we were busy." (Y/n said. Way to make it obvious. I chuckle. She looks at me apologetically.
"Yeah sure. If that's what you call sex now-a-days. Besides I think the whole village heard her basically scream your name Gaara." Temari said. I felt (Y/n) become still. She spied on us?
"Temari." I said in a warning tone.
"Oh Gaara. Why? You can have literally anyone else. Didn't you hear her past. The little slut is trying to be the perfect innocent angel. Well I have news she isn't. She probably screwed the whole village." Temari continued. She needs to bite her tongue. I heard soft sobs behind me.
"Temari enough! Stop being a little bitch!" I yelled.
"Why? I'm right. Just ask her. She won't lie this time Gaara. I can assure you that. Besides I have proof. I think Vincent might just prove it. If she is who she says she is. I'll apologize. But in other terms, you will leave her. If I'm right you have to do that." Temari said.
"(Y/n) is what she's saying true?" I asked (Y/n). She didn't look at me. She kept her head down and sobbed. "You lied to me?" It hurt. I was honest with her. She couldn't be honest wit me?
"Gaara, I wish you wouldn't d-doubt me. I w-wouldn't lie to you. I-I love you." (Y/n) said her voice breaking. She continued to sob. I tried to pull her in for a hug but she backed away. I don't want to lose her again.
"(Y/n) please..." I basically begged. She continued to back away. She turned around and started walking away. "(Y/N) GET BACK HERE! I WILL NOT LOSE YOU AGAIN." I yelled this time.
"Lose me? Gaara?" She turned around she looked angry and sad. "Gaara I lost me. I just want to be normal. I wish my parents never gave birth to me. They hated me so much they killed themselves. Nobody showed me love ever! No wonder. I'm a slut, I'm worthless. I am a monster Gaara. You think you're a monster? Do you? Well you have another thing coming. I'm the monster. I basically broke you. I broke myself. Yes I lied! I was bullied. But they were all right. They are always right. I don't deserve love. I don't belong here. I don't belong alive."
"(Y/n) please....comeback........stay we can make things right. I need you to stay. You shouldn't wish to die." I said. Tears were at my eyes. She was crying still.
"Gaara. I'm broken like a toy." She said, "I can't be fixed."
"You mean the world to me. I don't want anyone else."
"If I mean the world to you, after we broke up, why did you move on so fast? How did you move on so fast? I never got over you! You moved on." She cried. I walked to her. She turned away.
"I didn't. I never did." I said my voice breaking. "Please let me fix this."
"Gaara I think it would be best if you gave me time." She said. "A week at most. A day or two the least."
"Just promise me. Promise me you'll come back. I still need you." Tears streamed down my face. She looked at me and nodded, And she left. Again.
(Y/n)'s p.o.v.
It's been three days and I haven't gone outside. I've listened to sad music. Sakura tried to talk to me but I pushed her away, along with Naruto. Sasuke stopped by twice. He tried to tell me not to be stupid and I laughed in his face. He is coming back today. I was in sweat pants and a sweater. I sat on my couch and awaited Sasukes arrival. There was a knock. Finally. I went to the door and opened it to see Sasuke and Gaara. They were arguing. I slammed the door shut and locked it. I threw few framed photos of me and him on the ground. I started crying again.
"I just want to let him go Sasuke!" I yelled, I was crying too.
"(Y/n) open the door." Sasuke ordered.
"Never! Go away I wanna be sad alone!"
"Sasuke you idiot I told you she didn't want see me. You made her more upset. She is in pain. I'm causing it." Gaara said.
"The only person who is gonna cause her pain is me you idiot! She is being stupid" I heard Sakura yell. I didn't know she was here. I walked back to the door and unlocked it. I opened it again. They all stopped arguing and looked at me. Gaara's eyes we red and puffy from crying. I did it again. I broke him. I looked at Sakura and she smiled. She hugged me. I was still crying softly. Sasuke and Gaara looked at us. I puled away and let them in. I can't believe I was doing this to myself. Gaara didn't come in. I stepped outside and closed the door. I hugged him, He hugged me back.
"I'm not in pain. Not too much anyway." I said. "I missed you."
"I want to be a better boyfriend." He said. I did it again. I couldn't say no.
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I did it again. I updated yay!
-Toxic_monsters
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