I will Always Love you. (Gaara x Reader)

Chapter 22: Dates. Part 2.

(So i has a ton of fav songs but this is absolutely beautiful.)

In this world so cold there a two things that I love. Him the love of my life and his happiness.

In this world so cold there are two things that I hate. Him the love of my life and his sadness.

-Me the author. (I'll go home now.) (Just kidding I'll just write now.)

(Y/n)'s p.o.v.

I was happy. Like real happy. Not fake smile pretend happy. But I truly felt happy. Gaara made me this way. I couldn't help but hold onto his compliments and his I love yous. It made me weak. I hated how he made me weak. But I loved it because he made me human. He knew this.

"So where are we going?"

"The lake for the date." I simply replied. My hand was starting to get sweaty so I pulled it away from his. He looked at me confused.

"My hand was starting to get sweaty." I told him. He nodded and we walked to the lake in silence once we were a few minutes away I told him to close his eyes. He did as I said and I grabbed his hand leading him to the place where the picnic was set up. I squeezed his hand.

"Open your eyes Gaara." I said. He did. His eyes brightened and he looked at me.

"This is great. You're great." He said. His words made me blush. I just needed him happy. We sat down on the picnic blanket and opened the cooler with water in it and the picnic basket that had sandwiches and chips. I smiled as he ate his sandwich and chips. He noticed me staring as he was about to take a bite. His face turned a deep shad of pink.

"Do you have to stare?" He asks. I turn away and blush. I start eating my sandwich and after a few bites he kisses me. Luck for him I didn't have food in my mouth. If I did it would be on him. He pulls away.

"(Y/n) why did you ever fall in live with a guy like me? I have too much darkness around me."

"But I fell in love with the darkness inside you soul Gaara. That mad me.love you more than I did when we were younger. I love everything about you. It's me that should be asking why you love me." I said.

"(Y/n) I fell in love with you the second you said Hello. Because I knew you understood why my soul was so dark." He replied. I am a bit clueless on how it became that way. I didn't know the whole truth behind who made it that way. But there are rumors. I refuse to believe them.

"But I have a question (Y/n)." He said.

"Ask away." I said.

"How did your soul become so dark?" He asked. I was alone. Abandoned. I hated myself more than anyone else my purpose is to live and die to let others use and bully me. I believe my purpose is to let people know they can't be as worthless as I am.

"What's your purpose?" He asked.

"My purpose is to let people know they can't be as worthless as I am." I muttered. I knew he heard me. He looked so mad and shocked. But it was true.

"Who made you think that?" He asked. Well everyone my head screamed. I just stared at the blanket. It was a mistake to say it. I stood up and took my shorts and shirt off. I jumped in the lake. I watched Gaara stare at me. He made me wonder about him. I knew his purpose it would slip out of his pale lips without directly saying it. His eyes told it all. His story. His own lies. I stared at him in awe. Curious of him still. Like a scientist with an experiment I was fascinated. How could someone so pure and dark love? How can one love such a mistake like me? He would seal my lips shut if I told him that. I watched as he stood up and walked towards me. Towards the lake. He jumped in with me. He looked so beautiful. His arms wrapped around my waist.

"Tell me what you're thinking. Word for word." He whispered in my ear. His breath sent shiver's down my spine.

"I was thinking how can someone so pure and dark love such a mistake like me?" I told him.

"You're not a mistake. You're anything but that." He scolded me. Lies. He was lying to me and himself.

"Why does someone so pure and dark love a mistake like me?" I asked.

"You're not a mistake."

"How can something so pure and dark love a mistake like me?" I asked changing the question.

"YOU'RE NOT A MISTAKE!" He yelled.

"HOW CAN SOMETHING SO PURE AND DARK LOVE A MISTAKE LIKE ME!?!?!" I yelled back. He was quiet. I knew it. He doesn't love me. I felt tears leave my eyes. I got out of the water and put my clothes on. I looked at him one last time before walking home. Once I was home I cried. I knew he couldn't love me. Why didn't I listen to anybody. I vow to not let anyone into my heart ever again. I was stupid and did it twice. For Gaara. I heard a knock. It was Gaara.

"(Y/n) please. Let me in. I love you." He said through the door. I walked to my room and got his stuff. I walked to the front door opened the door and gave him his stuff.

"Goodbye Gaara. I hope you find love. I hope its easy to move on. I hope you had fun using me. Taking advantage of me. Making me weak. Making love to me. I hope it was fun breaking a girl down just to see how far she'll get into the thought of love." I told him. I saw people staring at us. He looked hurt. I turned away from him. "Please leave me alone. Don't come back. Forget about me." His arms were around me in seconds. He was crying. I made him weak and vulnerable. People watched amazed. I knew they were wondering how I made such a 'monster' weak. He was on his knees his head pressed into my stomach.

"Please," he begged, "Don't leave me. I need you. I love you." I stared at him. How weak did I make him? My vision was blurred by tears. For the first time I felt his sand around me. It was soft to the touch. He wanted to protect me. His arms pressed tighter around me. I put my arms around his head. I vowed. But I didn't listen. He made me weak again.

"Okay."

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(Bet you thought it was done. Haha YEET.)

Gaara's p.o.v.

"Goodbye Gaara. I hope you find love. I hope its easy to move on. I hope you had fun using me. Taking advantage of me. Making me weak. Making love to me. I hope it was fun breaking a girl down just to see how far she'll get into the thought of love." She told me. I knew peopel were staring at us. I was so hurt. I didn't meant hurt her. She turned away from me. "Please leave me alone. Don't come back. Forget about me." I wrapped my arms around her in a matter of seconds. i I was crying. I was weak and vulnerable. I was on my knees, my head pressed into her stomach.

"Please," I begged, "Don't leave me. I need you. I love you." For the first time my sand touched her. I wanted to protect her. My arms pressed tighter around her. She put her arms around my head. 'Please. I need you.' I said in my head.

"Okay." She whispered.

"(Y/n) I love you. More than you will ever know. I live for you. I don't need a reason to love you in my book. I just do." I whispered.

"Gaara come inside. People are staring." She said.

"Let them stare. Let them look amazed at how a monster fell for a girl so beautiful. Let them look at how weak I am." I told her. She pulled me up into a hug.

"Love me." She whispered to herself. My gourd was on its side my sand wrapped around our feet. I wanted this moment to last forever. It wouldn't though. I will love her though. Forever.

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(A/n)

Please enjoy took almost a whole.damn week to write sheesh.

-Toxic_monsters.

(Word count: 1451)