Wajah Tum Ho

9.Awargi

Even the most understanding heart gets tired of the harsh reality, lies and pretending to be fine.

It is really ironic how one person can be your most beautiful dream as well as your worst nightmare. It's ironic how a person can be your happiness and the cause of your tears too. It's ironic how a person can give you so much of peace that you forget about all the pain that they give you. It's ironic how you just can't fucking stop loving that person even after being tired of their lies and pretence.

This, was true for all of them. While Nandini was contemplating whether to attend the audition or make an excuse, Advik and Manik were fighting their own battles with themselves, with their own thoughts, with their inner devils. Where Mukti on one side, was trying to make herself believe that she has been right all along, Abhimanyu on the other side was regretting his sin of loving Mukti Dhawan. He was cursing the moment he met her for the first time. Cabir, on the other hand had another battle to conquer. He was confused as to where he went wrong that his first love left him. And now that he's finally moved on, she came back in his life, and that too as his girlfriend's sister, real one, her own sibling. He doesn't want to hurt both the girls but he also don't want to live without his first love, and that's where the real fight begins. And unlike Cabir, Dhruv has another battle to fight, the one of letting himself free. He finally realized that he was doing nothing but immersing himself in a pool of negativity by being in a wrong relationship. He wanted to make up for his mistakes before it was too late.

And among all these love battles, being fought within, there were some people who were fighting with their confused inner devils, that were consuming them-Alya and Nia.

For Nia, everything was new. Before coming across Manik, her life was simple, carefree, a bed of roses. All she needed was for her family to be with her. Her only requirement was her family. But after meeting Manik, she felt some inner feelings arising in her, wanting herself to be loved and cherished in a special way, wanting herself to be someone's special, maybe, it was a coincidence but all that mattered for her was that Manik awoke those feelings and needs inside her and so she thought he's the one. But being an inexperienced and amature lover, she didn't understand that in order to understand true love, she had to get her heart broken because only the places where the dark clouds poured their miseries, were the ones that saw the brightness of rainbow in them. When she was finally making peace with the fact that being in relationship didn't mean that your partner makes you feel wanted all the time, her Bhabhi made her realize that in order to stay in love communication and intimacy are the essentials and that's where she had a harsh realisation that their relationship only had physical intimacy and that too only when she herself initiated. She started observing all the couples of her family for she wanted a love that was as pious as her family's and only came to a conclusion that she and Manik hadn't even reached the L of love. Her parents, whom she admired so much, love each other so much and keep making each other feel wanted. Even the most low-key couple, her Bhai and Bhabhi, who kept their romance to themselves, express their love in the smallest of gestures. But what had Manik ever done for her?

While Nia was battling with her complicated confusions, Alya herself made her love life confusing. Had she wanted, she could've made Manik fall in love with her, or kept her relationship with Dhruv intact but while running the race of success and revenge, she forgot herself, to an extent that only she could find herself on someone's guidance. But who would help a selfish person like her?

It was finally the D-Day, which would decide the future of Fab5, whether they'd get this much awaited untitled album or not. They all knew that it was a carrier changing opportunity for them, for which they cooked up so many stories and played so many foul games. And they also knew that they had to get it, anyhow.