'Maybe.. we should.. break-up' Phil said while his head down. April looked down quickly, trying not to cry but it was too hard. She knew it was coming, she felt as if thousand of bricks hit her right in the heart. She started to see tears falling onto the ground but she didn't make any sound yet. She knew this would come somehow, she knew that she wasn't the one to change Phillip Brooks. She knew that he will never be ready for commitment, she knew she will get her heart broken at the end. She slowly looked up from the ground, looking at him 'I knew this was going to happen the minute I told you about the rumor. I knew that you'll never be ready for commitment but I thought that I could change you. I was wrong' April said and walked upstairs to their bedroom. She started to gather her things up in her bag. She started to get angry rather than crying. She wanted to slap Phil so hard, she couldn't believe that their love was so easy to break. She changed her clothes and closed her suitcase. She grabbed it and walked downstairs, to see Phil in the middle of the stairs, he was going to their bedroom to talk to April. He didn't want to end it but the fear was eating him inside, he honestly wanted April more than anything. He loved her moth than he loved Amy, he wanted to get committed with April but he was scared, scared that she might leave him. He loved her and didn't want to let her go, 'April I..' Phil started, 'Don't.. just.. don't' April whispered and walked downstairs and started to make her way to the door. Phil was watching her, he couldn't let her go, he just couldn't. 'No! Don't leave!' Phil yelled, April stopped walking and turned around to look at him. 'You don't want me! You don't want anything with me, I'm not your toy! You are leaving me on the most stupid thing! I know that you're afraid but I'll never hurt you! You're never going to change, are you?' April asked the last part faintly, 'You're wrong, April. Wanna know the truth!? I do love you, and I am afraid. I left Amy because of a stupid rumor and I was sad about it. But you came along right after it, which was it good. But then, if I leave you for another rumor, I will never find something good after it. I'll never find something good because you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. You changed me, April. You didn't fail, you succeeded.' Phil said. April just stood there, with her watery eyes. She didn't know what to do, should she forgive Phillip? Or should she go out of that door and search for a new life?
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