You Will Be Okay Here: Christian Novelli

Chapter Five

After mine and Patty's conversation, I seemed to be really happy and full of life again - well, as much as I usually am. Honestly, I haven't been 'right' or 'myself' for years but I try not to let that pull me down too much. I can cope. I still have moments - just as much as the next person - but mine just appear to be slightly more severe. But that is my life and I have to deal with that - what just happened must have been one of my 'moments'. Nobody else should feel like they have to help me but Patty tries his very best to make me smile - he knows how I feel and how I get. I'm so thankful that I met him.

I don't know what I would have done if I hadn't.

Anyway, the party. Pretty much everyone was here apart from VeeOneEye and the mystery boy. I was getting excited again to meet him, which was obviously good, I don't want to bring anyone down with my mood. I hate upsetting people.

I know what it is like to be upset because of somebody else's rotten mood.

"Positions everyone" Phil Lester (AmazingPhil) yelled as Emma flicked off the lights. Rushing about, we found our spots and hid, waiting impatiently for Christian to walk through the closed door. Painfully, I was crouched behind a plastic chair with Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire) next to me - our bodies touching. That was awkward and I felt slightly uncomfortable as I hardly knew Dan. I knew there was nothing meant by it other than we were two teenagers attempting to camouflage ourselves behind a tiny chair. Besides, he was in a loving, gay relationship with Phil - they were seriously the cutest couple ever!! They loved one another and they were NOT afraid to show it!

I wish I was like that with someone...

Suddenly, the door handle started to move and the room became silent from all the breathing and whispers. Holding our breathes, am unfamiliar voice spoke, assuming it was Christian, and the lights were switched on. At that moment, the hiding people emerged simultaneously and screamed 'surprise' intending him to be exactly that. It worked.

Jumping back in shock, he bumped into Jason, who almost dropped the pizzas, before starting to talk to the over crowded room of people.

"Oh thank you all so much. This is too kind". Christian spoke with a deep yet soft voice with a similar American accent to mine.

Dressed in a navy blue jumper with his sleeves pulled over his manly hands, his really dark brown,almost black, hair is styled beautifully around his cute face and a sharp jawline. His crystal blue eyes are like vast pools of refreshing lake water. They were do deep you could get lost in them. He was tiny in height compared to everyone else.. Well apart from me. I'm also tiny.

Regarding his smile, his smile was perfect.

As he met up with his friends, my eyes automatically followed him. Watching every step. There was just something mysterious about this boy... Something I liked.