Look At Me -xxxtentacion X reader-

Chapter five.

-Readers POV-

I groan and grumble as I hear my alarm. I slam my hand down on the snooze button, after checking to make sure I actually didn't break the alarm clock, I get up to brush my teeth and apply little makeup. I text Meg that I'm up and getting ready and she replied that she would be here shortly.
Today, is the day. It's where we go.. to the mall! I'm so excited! Nah, I'm just joking. We're leaving to go to the concert! Well, where it is. We still have two days until it actually starts. It's going to take us 8 hours to drive to where the concert is located, ew.
I pick up my already packed suitcases that has everything I need for a whole two weeks! We decided that after the concert we might as well take a mini-vacation and enjoy the time we have.
The concert is in Indiana, but then he's going to have some meetups in Florida and we definitely want to try and be there to at least almost every meetup.
I move all of my stuff downstairs into my livingroom and wait for Meg to get here. Eventually she gets to my apartment and we load my stuff into her trunk. I go back to my front door and lock it, it will be a little while before I return. I smile and turn around and get into the car with Meg as she drives off blasting her CD full of what she listens to.
An hour into the drive I stare out my window and look at all the trees and buildings pass by as I think. I'm about to meet my idol. Someone I enjoy listening to, someone I look up to, someone I love, someone who doesn't know me. I'm going to see this random guy with my bestfriend and we're going to scream and giggle over him. It's weird to think that someone, anyone, can have just such an affect on someone else. Someday, I could give that warm and heart-welcoming feeling to someone, what if I already do?
I open snapchat, while I have my earbuds in, and see the Jahseh posted something to his story. A couple things actually. He posted a couple selfies, which I definitely screenshotted, and a couple videos of him showing off his body with a couple shots of him focusing on his new chokers. My fucking God is he so amazing. I shake my head and blast some chilling music. I want to sleep some more.

-Chill Playlist-

Kill Me by: xxxtentacion

-Lyrics-

How's it feel? How's it feel with your broken heart?
Can't reveal, can't reveal all these fucking scars
Hurt me now, kill the pain, this is just the start
Kill me now, numb the pain, I just wanna stop
Run away, run away from my broken heart
Kill me now, numb the pain, this is just the start
Run away, run away from my broken heart
Kill me now, numb the pain, this is just the start
Heart broken, no one can feel me
Heart open, with an incision
You broke it, too many faces running
I'm nothing, I'm nothing different

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N O S T A L G I C (video) by: NEOTIC

RUDE by: Eternal Youth