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"I'm just a good girl with bad habits"
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When I woke up I couldn't remember what had happened or how I got there.

But magically I was in my bed the next morning.

Shane wasn't there and I wasn't at his house.

Then I remembered.

He always brought me home no matter what.

He made sure I was safe in my bed.

And that always made me smile.

I climbed out of bed and made my way downstairs.

Not to my surprise my mother was already gone.

My sister was still asleep.

So I began to make breakfast for myself.

And while I ate my cereal my train of thoughts began to drift.

After my father left me and my mom began to drift apart.

Me and my sister tried to hold us all together but in the end it wasn't enough.

My mom buried herself in work.

And well my sister and me sooner or later began to drift apart too.

To the point where we hardly talked.

And when we did it was just letting each other know where we were going.

It's sad really.

When 1 person is taken from you.

You loose everything you still have.

Thankfully it was the weekend.

And I had already finished my homework.

So the only thing I had to do was sit in my room and watch Netflix.

And boy was that fine by me.

I had been sitting in my room binge watching Grey's Anatomy.

When I unnoticeably had begun staring at my window.

The window that had the curtains closed.

They'd been closed and stayed closed since the big breakup.

I slowly got up, and moved towards the window.

I took a peak through them.

Of course like any other cliché story my window was right across from Jasper's.

His were wide open.

His room in perfect view.

The ladder we had propped up against our two windows was still there.

I opened my curtain wide.

Just as Jasper's door opened.

Reveling the boy I once loved.

Let's be honest who am I kidding there's still apart of my that hooped he would come running back to me.

But did he?

No.

He was shirtless and was wearing sweatpants.

Just the sight of him used to make my knees weak.

Now it just made my blood boil.

His eyes shot up and met mine.

I opened my window.

Not breaking eyes contact.

He had a confused expression.

I picked up my half of the ladder.

And dropped it off the ledge of my windowsill.

His eyes widened.

This was me showing Jasper that I was cutting off any ties with him.

That I was over him.

But really I was still recovering, and trying to move on.

And with that I slammed my window shut.

Damn it felt good to be a badass.

I then closed my curtains but not as much as they were before.

When me and Jasper broke up I took it hard.

And he acted like he had never met me in his life.

And boy did that hurt.

But now I had to focus on what I still had.

And that was my best friends.

It was time for me to put my plan into action.

My plan that will ruin Jasper.

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