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"Don't trip over bitches walk over them"
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Yes.

It's true.

Shane Lock.

My Bestfriend and #1 badass.

Was my first love.

It was something that had been promised to say between me and him.

We were just little kids in 4th grade.

We had been running around in the forest behind my house.

And we stopped at our secret spot.

A tree that we climbed every single day.

And we ended up talking about first kisses.

It was a Every other kid and our grade was doing it so why don't we situation.

Well at least that's what we claim.

But I truly wanted him to be my first kiss.

I don't regret a thing.

But as the years passed those old feelings were locked away.

And then of course I met Jasper.

And the rest is history.

But every once in awhile.

I wish that Shane would tell me he didn't regret it either.

But nothing happened it was never spoken about again.

And that was the most devastating truth.

That me and Shane were nothing more than friends.

And it had to stay that way.

For both of our sakes.

We didn't have time to dwell on the past.

And rekindle and old love.

No.

He had bigger things to worry about.

Like his future and his job.

Keeping his family going.

For as long as I can remember it had always been.

Mr.Lock, Shane, and his little sisters, Tristan, Christy, and Trisha.

They were triplets.

Mr.Lock was never a good father.

Constantly drunk and hardly ever employed.

So Shane took on a job and kept his family going.

And protected his sisters no matter what.

He was always selfless.

He always thought about others never himself.

And that's what I've always liked about him.