When Ms. Nbsb meets Mr. Cassanova (LuFany)

Chapter 36 WMNBSBMMC

Alena POV

Kausap ko ngayon si drake. And Im scared what he's thinking

"D-do you still like him?" He ask

"Huh?"

"Oh let me rephrase it. Do you still love him?" He ask again with his serious tone. I don't want to hurt him.

"Drake" I whisper

"Okay I already get the answer I want. You still love him alena and Its break me. Im always in your side but It didn't work to replace him. I really love you. I really do." He muttered when his tears start falling. I hold his hand

"I'm sorry for making you feel this kind of pain. I'm really sorry drake. Your're the one that every girls dream. Every girls willing to be with you for the rest of their lives. P----" he cut my word

"But they not you lena. I'm willing to risk everything just to be with you but everything I've done is all useless." Natahimik ako sa sinabi niya. Yeah he's right his the one who's willing to risk everything just to be with me but I can't turn it back.

"I love you" tanging sagot ko. He smile sadly

"Yes you love me pero mas mahal mo siya. You know what I always thinking what if ako siya? Mamahalin mo ba ako katulad ng pagmamahal mo sa kanya? Hindi mo lang alam kung gaano ako nasasaktan na kahit anong gawin ko hindi ko siya kayang palitan diyan sa puso mo but sinubukan ko pa din kase Akala ko kaya ko, Hindi pala" he smile bitterly

"Kung kaya ko lang drake gagawin ko. Sa lahat ng sakit na dinulot niya lahat yun ang laki ng epekto sa puso ko and you came. Every night lagi kong pinagdadasal na sana una kitang nakilala. Unang minahal para lahat masaya na lang." Naluluhang sagot ko. Ang sakit-sakit na yung taong handa akong mahalin ng higit pa sa hinihiling ko ay hindi kayang palitan si lucas sa puso ko.

"D-don't cry lena. Hindi ko kayang nasasaktan ka ng dahil sakin. Gusto ko lahat ng alaala ko sayo masaya ka nakangiti. Don't mind me magiging okay din ako. I'm setting you free I want you be happy. Don't cry again please." Then he hug me and kiss my forehead. I hugged him back he wiped my tears then he smile

"Okay na sakin ang malaman na minahal mo ako. Masaya na ako atleast magkaroon ako ng lugar sa puso mo hindi man ganoon kalaki ayos na basta meron. I love you and be happy" dagdag niya. Ito na ata ang isa sa mga pinaka masakit na nangyari sa buhay ko. Nagpatuloy lang kami ni drake sa pag-uusap. Day passed he decided na bumalik sa ibang bansa to start a new life without me.

"Goodbye lena. I hope naramdaman mo na yung saya na nararapat sayo. Ikaw naman kase may gwapo namang tulad ko bat dika pa sakin napunta" Hinampas ko yung braso niya. Natawa naman siya

"Hahhaha. I'm just making you laugh ayoko na umalis na umiiyak yung taong mahal ko. Ipapaubaya na kita sa kanya lena but pagsinaktan ka niya ulit I'll make sure gagawin ko lahat para makuha ka. Mark my word lena" with his serious voice and facr. I hugged him for the last time

"Yes po. Mag ingat ka drake." Saad ko at tuluyan na siya umalis. Umalis na din ako sa airport at umuwi sa bahay. Okay na rin pala si dad magaling na siya at gising narin

"Hello ma'ma lena. Hanap na po kayo ni Sir" bungad ni manang

"Ah sge po. Magpapalit lang ako ng damit" mabilis ako umakyat at nagbihis

*ting ( one message )

From: Lucas

Please meet me in **** I'll wait for you. Hindi ako aalis dito hanggat hindi kita nakakausap. Just please lena give me other chance..

"Siguro nga it's time to faced my problem" I took a deep sigh. Nagpaalam ako kay dad na may pupuntahan lang and he said yes. Nagdrive ako papunta sa place na yun. Hinanap ng paningin ko si lucas

"Lena" i saw him. He hugged me naramdaman ko na nababasa yung damit ko. He's crying. I don't know what to do matagal ko na siya hindi nakikitang umiiyak pero ang laki parin ng epekto nito sa akin

"I thought hindi ka pupunta pero nandito ka. Thank you for that atleast alam ko may pake ka parin sakin. Masaya ako kahit awa nalang ang nararamdaman mo sakin. H------" i cut his word at pinigilan ang luhang nagbabadyang tumulo.

"What do you want?" I ask him with a cold tone. Kailangan ko pigilan ang emotions ko pagdating sa kanya.

"I j-just want to explain everything. Just let me" pagsusumamo niya.

"For what?"

"For us lena. Can't you see I'm doing this para maging tayo ulit. I love you alena. Never changed. At sa tingin ko lalong lumala."

"You hurt me" bulong ko

"You hurt me too lena. You left me wihout anywords. That time I want to kill myself. Alam mo naman na ikaw ang kahinaan ko ang buhay ko pero iniwan mo ako. Hindi mo alam ang sakit na naramdama ko that time. You always says you hurt me bakit sa tingin mo ba hindi ako nasaktan. Nasaktan ako! At paluloy na nasasaktan because of you action. All the memories together lagi ko yun inaalala feeling ko kase in that way kasama na kita" paliwanag niya

"Tinaboy mo ako tapos ngayon isisisi mo sakin ang pag-iiwan ko. You chooce her over me" i shouted with the pain

"Sorry for pushing away and sorry for letting you go. Stacy lied. I'm not the father of her child. Pinilit niya lang yun para paghiwalayin tayo. Alam ko kasalanan ko ang lahat. Sorry kung sinisi kita sa lahat. I'm really sorry. I can't blame you for leaving me and I can't walking away. Please forgive me other chance." He beg for my forgiveness. I hug him. He explained him part at okay na ako doon. Akala ko talaga mas mahal niya si stacy kaysa sakin. Im really happy

"I already forgive you j-just don't hurt me kase babawiin ako ni drake pagnagkataon" pagloloko ko sa kanya. He pinch my nose

"I won't hurt you and I won't let him steal you again" he kissed me and i kissed him back

"I love you" he whisper between our kiss

"I love you too" i repleid. It will be the start of our bew life together