Spring Breakers! (A Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 58 Final Goodbyes

"Mom, please don't cry." I begged.

"It's just my daughter is growing up so fast! I can't believe you're actually going on your very own tour! This is a once in a life time opportunity!"

"Mom I need you to be completely honest with me. If people with cameras or anybody comes to the house you do not know, please do not answer the door and tell me right away. I can get you somebody to protect you and dad when Sarah is gone."

"We will be fine Christina. Now please go and enjoy your time performing! And say hello to as many famous people as possible for me!" she sort of begged.

"I will."

I gave her a final hug and moved on to Sarah and PJ.

"My baby sister, traveling the country on her own."

"Well, I won't really be alone. I have my management and everyone else coming along. I'll be protected, don't worry." I gave PJ a hug.

"Please don't forget about me!"

"How could I forget about my own sister?" I laughed.

"I don't know that's why I said it." she commented.

"Well, I will take as many pictures as I can as I travel and I have a couple free days that consist of doing nothing. I'm going to be so lonley..." I faded away.

"I can always come with you! But if not, I can visit you a couple times!" she bounced up and down.

"Good because I have some flights already booked for you. Let's see it was Texas, Washington, and I believe, LA?" I teased.

"Shut up! You're performing in LA?" she was super excited at this now.

"Yea, and I have a couple award shows I have to go to which I also have an extra ticket to but I guess I'll just throw it away because nobody can come." I loved teasing my little sister.

"Christi. Stop teasing me and tell me the truth!"

"I booked you a flight to come out when I'm in Texas, Washington, and LA and I have an extra ticket for the VMA's at the end of the summer."

She was speechless with mostly never happens.

"I have to go but I'll take that as a yes!" I gave her a huge hug. "I'll miss you guys so much!" I called to them as I left to go to my gate.

Niall and the boys left to go to LA to do some recording yesterday so I already said my goodbyes. My dad is still in chemo-therapy and they are keeping him under a close eye to make sure nothing is coming back.

I walked away and followed Kevin and James to my gate.

"Is it possible we could stop at Dunkin?" I asked.

They looked at each other and nodded their heads.

I went up with them by my side and ordered a bagel and a strawberry coolata.

"Do you guys want anything?" I asked them. All they did was shake their head. "You guys can talk ya know. You don't have to wear those sunglasses either. If you don't want to attract mobs, just act normal." I told them.

They both took them off and awkwardly watched me eat my bagel.

"So how are the families?" I asked trying to start a conversation.

"Good. My younger sister got into the college that she wanted to go to." James told me.

"Tell her I saw congratulations!" I clapped.

"My family's fine." Kevin said plainly.

"What about Sammy?"

"We're still dating. She's said I have to go though. She's a really big fan though. It's sad I can't tell her who I work for yet."

"Same! My little sisters are obsessed with you!" James chimed in.

"It's really awkward to say someone's obsessed with me. I still think of myself as a normal teenager."

"Teenager who is turning 20 in July!" Kevin remembered.

"What do you want for your birthday?" James asked as we all got back up and walked to our gate.

"Nothing. Just to be alive I guess."

"Nice try. Do you think we're not gonna get you something?"

"No, but you don't have to. I really don't need anything."

"Well we need a way to spend all of this money we're making protecting you."

"Invest it in something! Help your family with college funds!" I told James.

"Nah, they'll be fine." he laughed.

Our gate was called and everyone boarded the plane, and of course, we had to board last.

"Why do we have to board last?" I asked James.

"Because if we board first, everyone will see you and like you said, don't want to attrack mobs!" he tried to force a smile at me.

I realized both of them were tired so I gave them their space and let them sleep. I put in my headphones and lsitened to the first song that came on.

Wait for it....

All Of Me by John Legend came on. Of course. Just what I need to here at this time.

I closed my eyes and developed into the song, blocking out the outside world. It felt so peacful to be all by myself and no one around me to annoy me and make me sad. It felt as though I was by myself laying in a bed of flowers. It was so peaceful until a kid interupted me by bumping into my chair on his way to the bathroom.

"I'm so sorry!" his mother looked at me with so much concern.

"It's fine." I smiled back at her.

They kept going to the bathroom and she went in with the little boy probably becasue he wasn't potty trained yet and still needed some help.

I wish to have children someday. I hate babies, love the toddler age and the 5-8 year olds, hate the 9-teens because they ask so many questions, but I love anyone older then that because they are all grown up now. These feelings will probably change when I am a parent but that won't happen until I find the one.

But....

Maybe I already have?