After me and him had our picnic we drove back in content silence, our hearts heavy with happiness. We got to his house and laid down tiredly on the bed, pulling the covers over our bodies. He smiled at me, it made feel so complete. I smiled back as he closed his eyes, dozing off in my arms. I closed my eyes also, the smile never leaving my face. We fell asleep pretty quickly, the night went too fast. Maybe because he was in my arms.The weekend ended and school came around again, the week was a breeze. Every class had a fun topic so I turned everything in on time, and I had Kian by my side. Life couldn't get any better for me. I felt so normal, I felt like I belonged, people started to warm up to me and I loved it. I felt so overwhelmed with happiness.
It was Friday again and we were in our last period, athletics.
Dom for some reason had been messing with me all day, and I didn't understand why. I thought our problems had been solved already. I ignored him as we all dressed out and ran outside to the field, I had a timid Kian standing next to me as he swayed slightly while listening to orders from our coach.
Athletics was soon over and we all changed back into our clothes, everyone cheering because it was Friday. I was so happy that this week was over with and I could sleep in for the next two days, with Kian right next to me. I smiled to myself at the thought but I realized that he wasn't with me. I looked around and expected him to be close by but he wasn't. I closed my locker and looked for him in the locker room asking some of the guys if they saw him. "Last time I'm saw him he was heading towards the showers." One of the boys said, not even turning to look at me as they spoke. I nodded and made my way over. I called Kian's name a few times and heard water running towards one the stalls at the end, "Kian!" I said louder. No response. I grabbed the shower curtain and pulled it open, revealing something I wish I never saw.
Dom had Kian's body pressed against the wall as water ran down both of their bodies, Kian's wrists were being held by Dom's hands and placed against the wall as he kissed him aggressively. I watched for a few more seconds before turning off the water. Dom turned around and smirked when he saw me, stepping out of the way to reveal a hickey covered Kian. Kian stood there, shame written all over his face along with tear stains. Dom walked passed me and whispered, "mine" into my ear as he left.
As soon as he left Kian fell to the floor, sobbing. "What's wrong?" I asked, rushing to his aid. "He took advantage of me." Kian's body trembled in my arms. I picked him up and handed him his clothes. He put them on slowly, tears still falling down his cheek. I put his arm around my shoulder and walked out of school with him, ignoring every single person that gave a questioning look for once. Only worried about my Kian.
We got to my house and I made sure Kian was asleep before I went out again. I was full of anger, I walked to the school with my head low. I probably looked like a maniac. I looked for Dom everywhere and he wasn't there so I thought of the next best place. He most likely was at one of the restaurants close by, I walked to the restaurant a street away and saw him sitting there with a girl, smiling and laughing with her while holding her hand. This angered me to the core, he just ruined a persons mental state and he still has the audacity to even smile.I opened the door to the restaurant, feelings of adrenaline and anger filling my blood. I walked up to him, "outside now."I mumbled, getting him out of the booth by his shirt. "Hey hey I know everyone wants a piece of this but be careful will ya?" Dom chuckled, fixing the collar of his shirt as he smiled at me. Causing others to laugh at his remark.
"Why did you do that?" I said boldly, tightening. "Do what? Oh fuck the shit out of Kian? Because Jc who wouldn't? Honestly." Dom scoffed and shrugged, that action caused me to relapse.I pushed him to the ground and got on top of him and pinned his arms to the ground. "You're going to regret that very soon." I whispered in his ear before landing a few punches to his jaw and a couple to his temple. I made sure he bled, people tried to pry me off but I kept going back for more. They pulled me off of him and I started kicking him in the ribs and a few times in the face, he was out cold but I couldn't see anything but red. The only time I saw anything else was when it came from him, dark red was my favorite color at this moment.
The police had been called and I ran off before they could get me, I ran all the way home until I unlocked the door and shut it quickly. I ran upstairs and saw a wide eyed Kian. "Where did you go?" He asked rubbing his eyes. "No where baby, go back to sleep." I smiled, taking off my shirt as I laid next to him, the smile never leaving my face as I held him in my arms.
I was very happy at this moment. And so were my voices.
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Lucid || jian
FanfictionKian Lawley had the perfect life, and Jc couldn't live his life without these voices and people in his head. Kian fell in love with him, and Jc couldn't even remember his name. that tortured little head, that you so happily call home, excites me. ...