Maknae | j.jk

Chapter 26

Too quiet. After his mom left the house less than 5 minutes ago, I couldn't help but check on Jungkook. I can't let him be the blame.. I was there too, I could've told him to-- No, it's his f.. God dammit, Jungkook, get out of my head. It's your fault not mine. It's yours, not mine.

Screw it, I'm gonna go check on him.

I stood up from my bed and walked across my room to leave my room.

"Jungkook?" I called out quietly as I went down the steps after noticing he wasn't in his bedroom.

I looked around and saw him sitting in the kitchen crying. His nose was red and his tears were drying onto his cheeks.

"Stop it, it's okay." I hobbled over to him and hugged his back.

"Did I hurt you..?" He looked over at me with light red-tinted and teary eyes.

"No... I mean you got me pregnant, but.. No I'm not hurt." I casually said then mentally punched myself in the face.

"Oh my god.." He buried his face in his arms.

"Sorry, sorry, I'm bad at comforting!" I mentally hit myself again.

"I should be comforting you !" His voice muffled.

"No, I'm a big girl, don't you worry about me." I chuckled and fixed a few hairs on him that were out of place.

"I'm sorry for screwing your life up." He removed his arms from the table and laid his head on its side while looking at me.

I leaned my head on the table too and smiled at him.

"I'm okay with it."

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"Be a boy please." Jin smiled widely and hugged me.

"Yeah, a boy would be cool." Hoseok handed me a strawberry banana smoothie and pat my arm.

"Anyone else agree with a boy?" Jin asked loudly.

Most of the guys all agreed and held up drinks as their answer.

"What about a girl?" Taehyung suggested with a little smile.

"Oh, new answer?" I chuckled at him.

"Yeah, I think she would be really cute." Tae hummed in joy at the thought.

"I want a boy." Namjoon nudged Jungkook.

What this event might be, is just a normal get-together with friends to catch up. It's not a baby shower. And I'm not having one. Because I'm not positive if I'm having the baby or not. Jungkook has been doing a great job on making me feel guilty about the idea of an abortion though.

"When are you gonna look at the baby and see what gender it is?" Jimin asked.

"I dunno."

"Are you gonna keep the gender a surprise?" Jimin gasped in delight.

"No, I'll just look at it and get it over with. It's not that big of a deal." I shrugged.

"Cold woman.." Jimin pretended to be in pain.

"Sorry." I snickered.

"We'Re HeRE!" Andrea panted for breath after had been struggling with the door.

She had her arms occupied with gift bags and boxes.

"What the fuck is this--" I lowered my eyebrows.

"Gifts! You'll thank me!" She insisted on the idea.

"No, I will not! I told you there won't be any gifts or parties, it's just an announcement and I might not even keep it." A deep sigh left my throat out of frustration that no one listens to me.

"Get over it, you'll still give it these stuff."

"Whatever." I slouched back to the kitchen and decided to eat a few dices of fruit.

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"These are actually kinda cute." I giggled at the little panda patches on the baby clothes.

"I know they are." Andrea shrugged proudly.

"These are from me." Yoongi handed me a black bag.

I took out the black tissue paper and lifted the present. It was a little play-piano. I couldn't help but smile to myself at the thought of a baby playing some music. My eyes began leaking some substance of 'Joy'. That never happens.

"Woah there, it's just a piano." Yoongi looked around like he didn't know what to do.

"Nah, it's awesome." I wiped away any tears on my cheek with my wrist and smiled at him.

"Okay." He chuckled nervously and looked at Andrea.

"Thanks so much." I hugged Andrea and then hugged Yoongi.

He stayed stiff like a rock and didn't do anything.

"Too long, off, off." He ordered with a tiny bit of humor added in.

"Haha, Yoongi.." Andrea chuckled and widened her eyes at him as if she were mentally telling him to be nice.

"No, it's okay. Thank you guys though, really." I smiled softly at her and yawned.

"Go to bed." Jin perked up and ordered.

"No, mom." I teased.

He looked around for a moment and chuckled awkwardly.

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"Bye, love you guys~" I waved from the kitchen door.

"Bye~~!" Tae ran around like a child and laughed loudly, possibly loud enough for a neighbor to look out the window to see if there was some psycho on the loose.

"Bye, Noona." Jimin waved with a smile.

"Wha'-- I'm not even older than you Jimin, what are you talking about?!" I laughed.

"Oh. Oops." He shrugged and ran off to the car.

"What an idiot." Jungkook pointed out.

"You are the nicest friends, aren't you?" I poked Jungkook's nose while shaking my head with a chuckle.

"We really are." He shot me an eye-smile and a low giggle.

"What time is it?" A question left my throat as I wandered off to the living room, seating myself on the couch.

"About.. Quarter past 8." Jungkook answered after checking his phone.

"Too late for me, I'm going to sleep." I flopped myself on the couch.

"But-- Okay." He let out a long sigh.

"Don't be like that, I'm tired." I waved him off and cuddled up to a pillow.

"Alright, sorry, sorry." I could hear his footsteps nearing to the nearby chair and himself plop into it, after a comfortable sigh (this time) left his mouth.

"Night, night, night." I yawned.

"Mhm." He hummed.