Maknae | j.jk

Chapter 36

"Here you are." The woman smiled at us and handed Jungkook the clipboard and paper where he needed to sign is signature.

He crossed his right leg ontop of his left leg and took the clipboard with a weak smile.

After resting his head on his hand, holding himself up in his elbow, he read through the paper.

"Just at the bottom," she instructed.

"I see that, thank you." He looked up at her then sighed before looking back at the paper.

The woman uncomfortable adjusted in her seat and waiting quietly with me.

Jungkook turned his head to look at me for a few seconds then tightened his jaw up, gaining the courage to finally sign the paper.

"Thank you Mr. and Mrs. Jeon." She smiled and took the clipboard.

"No, you're mistaken, I'm Jeon." He chuckled and stood up.

"You have approximately 3 days with the twins, thank you very much." The woman smiled and gathered her papers together.

I stood up and followed Jungkook out of the room.

Once we were in the car it got silent.

"Do you even love them, Camila?" He turned to me, not turning the engine on.

"... Of course I do." I quietly said.

"Don't fucking lie to me!" He yelled, causing me to flinch.

I widened my eyes and looked at him with my head slightly lowered.

"I can't believe you.." He put his hands over his nose and mouth and closed his eyes, resisting tears as much as he could. Unfortunately, he failed and a tear escaped the inner corner of his eye. He quickly wiped it and sniffed with a red nose.

"We're going." He put the keys into the keyhole and turned on the engine, pulling out of the parking lot then leaving the area.

I feel like shit but I had to be honest. I can't live a lie with them, that would be worse.

At home Mrs. Jeon comforted me, but I knew she was deeply hurt and disappointed. I felt like shit for hurting everybody. The only one who truly understood was Namjoon. He told me it wasn't my fault and I had to be honest with myself, he said he was proud of me for growing the courage to tell everyone.

"Hey." I entered the bedroom where I saw Jungkook on the bed, watching TV with a blank face.

"I have to talk to you." He said, his eyes still glued to the screen.

"Okay.." My heart raced as I grew nervous of what he was going to say.

I walked to the bed and sat beside him.

We both sat with our backs against the headboard and our heads facing the TV silently.

The only sound ringing in my ear was the TV muffling.

"I'm sorry." He finished, getting off the bed and leaving the room before saying:

"I should have never gotten you pregnant."

My heart stopped, slowly pumping again after skipping a beat or two.

"Ah-" I covered my mouth and squeezed my eyes shut. Tears rolled down my cheeks without any control, my head ahed my throat throbbed in pain.

"Jungkook--" I whimpered underneath my hand and held my knees to my chest.

My ears blocked out any other sound that night've left my throat as I screamed and wailed. I couldn't hear it. The watery substance didn't stop running and my heart never stopped pounding.