Chapter 41

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"A picnic with the twins? And you were at the club last night?" I raised an eyebrow at him once we were at the top of Ha-na's staircase.

"S-Sorry. I was double thinking the picnic with them last night.." He scratched his nose embarrassingly.

"Why??" I scoffed at his actions.

"Because.. Everytime I see them, I'm reminded of you." He looked up at me with light pink cheeks.

I hestitated on replying and pushed my pressure by opening the playroom door.

There they were.

Our twins, on a large yellow blanket with each other. Just playing with toys together adorably. They really look similar to Jungkook. Their tanned skin went perfect with their dark brown slightly curly hair and Korean facial features. 

"Hey, baby.." Jungkook cooed, squatting in front of Sunmi, scooping her up in his arms and bouncing her.

I couldn't really say anything so I just stood there, in shock that I'd been gone so long to miss them growing up.

"Hi.." I crouched down in front of Dannyeol. He looked up at me with Jungkook's eyes and smiled, a faint dimple appearing on his cheek.

"You're so much like h.." I stopped myself and adjusted myself to a position where my legs where together and my heels would make me lose balance while resting Dannyeol on my lap.

"Hi~" Dannyeol's small voice echoed in my ears as I began tearing up.

I quickly wiped the tear and smiled at Dannyeol, standing up and resting him on my hip.

"You okay?" Jungkook asked, standing up with Sunmi against his chest.

"Mhm." I nodded and sniffed with my red nose.

"Wanna go?" He asked, caressing my arm slightly to comfort me.

"Yeah." I nodded and watched Jungkook pick up the picnic bag and baby necessities. 

We left the house after saying goodbye to the children and Ha-na. It seemed like such a lively household and a perfect place for the twins to be. They would grow up great and successful here. They can't be with two fuck-ups that go to clubs as a way to cope.

Jeon Jungkook, I wish time could go back to when we first meant. We could start over.

"Appa~" Dannyeol gibbered, looking around the car in his car seat.

"They know you're their father, though?" I asked suddenly.

"Mhm." He nodded, still driving and peaking at the babies here and there through the car mirror.

"D....Do they?.." I quietly mumbled off, looking out my window and trying to forget my question.

"Do they know you?" He asked while glancing over at me.

"Mmh.." I nodded.

"Maybe. I showed them a picture or two of you, but I don't think they have the intelligence yet to understand who you are." 

"You have pictures of me?" I snickered.

"Y-Yeah, here." He handed me his wallet, his eyes still on the road.

I opened his wallet and took out the a small pack of pictures. He wasn't lying. There were pictures of the two of us in his wallet. Some were just of him and some of the pictures were of the twins and his mom. He's such a Daddy. Stfu, not meant sexual this time.

"Cute." I whispered, looking through the pictures and chuckling to myself at them.

"They think you're pretty." He said after a while.

"They do?" I asked, looking back at the curious twins.

"Yeah." His deep voice hummed, turning onto a different street.

"Bella..." I looked back at the two gorgeous twins, can't helping but to smile.

"I kinda missed you." I said to them.

Jungkook looked over to me then chuckled.

"I missed hearing you speak different languages."

"Que, oh you mean, like this?" I smirked, proud of my intelligence and memory on even knowing these languages.

"Yeah, like that." He looked over at me and bared a solid smile, gazing into my eyes then quickly looking back at the road, snapping out of it.

I shuffled in my seat until we pulled into a peaceful looking park. Couples and families wandered, laughing together with those perfect lives.

"Danny, Sunmi, we're at the park!" Jungkook cooed with an over exaggerated smile and gasp.

"Appa! Appa!" They laughed, holding their chubby arms out for him to take them out of the car seats.

He quickly got out of the car and opened the back doors, unbuckling them and taking Dannyeol out of the seat.

"Can you get Sunmi, if you don't mind?" Jungkook grunted, picking up chubby Dannyeol into his strong arms.

"Yeah, sure." I nodded and got out of the car, going into the back seat to unbuckle Sunmi then pick her up and rest her on my hip.

"Here~ We go~!" Jungkook impersonated the sound of an airplane and ran around the park with Dannyeol in his arms while I walked behind with the bags and Sunmi in my arms. 

I didn't mind actually. It was nice to walk with her at my own pace, enjoying the warm breeze and calming nature. The sun was at it's finest today, warming anyone who was too cold from the breeze or shade. I loved this day actually. Surprisingly, the four of us together soothed me and made me forget about any anxiety. I loved it. I love it. I can't get enough of it.

"And.. We're here!" Jungkook gasped, stopping at an empty spot of grass beside a tree and patch of flowers.

We set out a large blanket then set the babies onto it. Next, setting up the meal and baby foods. Once everything was out, we dug into our feet, then gently fed the little babies. 

We were famished at one point. So we all laid out on the blanket, Jungkook and I on our backs  and the twins between us, sitting up gibbering. 

It was nice.

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