🕊🏳Apology🏳🕊

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Do you know
Just what you mean to me?

Or what I can't show
Because I act so gracelessly?

How do I tell you
And how do I explain it?

You are one of few
But I can't describe it even a bit.

I have graceless words
And thoughts of flame

The debris escaping with the birds
And myself to blame.

I no longer know why
You push away from me.

I thought because you're shy
But I know you just can't be

With me and feel free.
I pull you back around.

But I wish you'd just admit to me!
You're a good friend I've found.

Maybe now it's best
That I say I apologize.

Maybe you put the waters to test
And couldn't believe your eyes.

I know I'm strange
But you can be honest here

I might seem deranged
And crazy, dear.

But I'm sorry for it all
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I truly am.

I might seem pathetic
And I bug you so much

But your personality is magnetic
And you are my crutch.

I might be obsessive
But it's all for you.

And a little possessive
Because you're an amazing you.

Is this much of an apology?
Is it good enough or just horrible?

If you accept it, hopefully,
Unless it's so bad it's deplorable.

I'm always reminiscing,
I realize you deserve an apology.

I'm sorry for it all, I'm wishing
You'll realize I will always be,

Sorry. I hope you can forgive me
For being a quite graceless me.

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