Wanna know a secret?
I cried myself to sleep again.
Apparently it had been too long
And was much overdue.
A night of sleeplessness
That insomnia didn't cause.
Just my mind playing tricks,
Replaying things, thanks to you.
Did I deserve it yet again?
What happened?
What even caused this change?
What did I ever do?
The thoughts swirl around
And release in heavy tears
My chest hurts
And my heart bleeds too.
My silent cries
So as not to bother anybody else.
They don't need my burden
And my painful lies.
I pretend to be transparent.
I fake a smile.
And maybe it works for a while.
They can't seem to see through.
Toxic friendships lead to
Painful lies
From broken promises
And my demise.
My idiocy
Astounds even me.
I believed you
And it was my own fault.
That you crept in
And stole a part of me
A whole piece right from the vault
A piece of my sanity.
I try and try
I even believed your pretty lies.
But of course I'm never enough
And I have no clue why.
All I can do is stay up and cry.
The only time I'm safe
Is the middle of the night.
Only time to show emotion.
Can't ever cause a commotion.
Keep it inside.
Ingrained in my head
Don't let them see what you hide.
Never let them in again.
Thanks for it all, friend
Thanks for the tears, thanks for all.
All of it. From beginning to end.
It's my own issue.
I fell for an act.
I fell into the trap you laid for me.
I believed your lies.
I'm responsible for this you see.
I'm such a cry baby.
But mostly I'm a victim,
Of my own i d i o c y.
YOU ARE READING
Gracelessly
PoetryAs the tides turn, As the times change if everything is extraordinary is anything? In the end, the truth shines out all her flaws ring and shout. The moonlight shines and in it she falls gracelessly she, soulless, grays eternally The pandemonium sho...
