: the one where jennie just wants to know what the hell is going on with lisa
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"so we're really not talking here, aren't we?"
i sat feathery in my bed, holding another bunch of tears i might possibly release.
i looked at her, staring outside the window, at the lovely night sky indifferent from this momentum we have right now.
she just ignored me. that question, or the questions i wanted an answer from her so bad. she stared at the lovely night sky, but not at me whose sadness is even darker than what she sees outside.
"talk to me... please, lisa."
and i couldn't hold back the tears i've been holding anymore.
"you've been cutting your classes lately, yes i know. you come here late every night, thinking that i assume you have night classes or make up classes when clearly, you know that i know your schedule like the back of my hand. and if you think that i go to sleep late because i'm making my thesis or some shit i have to do for my economics class then you're wrong, i couldn't sleep... with that 3am cigarette and alcohol smell lingering all around here! you're lucky i clean to keep your cigarette butts and beer bottles away. and i couldn't sleep... couldn't sleep, seeing you in that bed beside mine curled up, bawling your eyes out in discretion. i couldn't sleep wondering what's going on, wanting to know what's wrong. and do you know how much it kills me inside wanting to know what's wrong and you're just standing there, just like that, like your deaf or mute..."
i scoffed and sniffed. "you're once again the person when i first met you..."
i was busy with my laptop when a loud bang on the door startled me.
i looked at my right and there, i find her in the doorstep. with her aviators still on, holding a huge box, a beats hanging on her neck, this black backpack with weird gold spike designs, wearing a white nirvana shirt, this rugged jeans i honestly think she ripped herself and these black combats that literally speaks for everything in her ensemble right now.
yep, she's probably my new roommate.
she slide her ray bans over her blonde hair letting some of her bangs fall back, chewed a gum and looked around the room.
she then had her eyes on mine. and for that split five seconds i never thought i would be this intimated in my whole entire life. her stare. her big, black, bold eyes piercing on mine... i almost couldn't catch my breath. but those orbs were probably the most beautiful i've ever seen.
she clicked her tongue and fully went inside and placed the box on her assigned bed.
