I get up to go after him but Namjoon grabs my arm.
Namjoon: "Don't" he says, looking up to me.
Me: "I do what I want." I reply, ripping my arm away from him and walking out the door. DAMN SON!
As I walk out I turn to see Suga at his door, room '4'. It looks as if he's struggling to get in; he taps the card on the door and it flashes red so I walk over to help. Now that I'm closer to him I can see that his eyes are watering, like he's going to cry.
Suga: "I'm sorry." He mumbles from behind his hair.
Me: "What?" I can't quite make out what he said.
Suga: "I'M SORRY!" He shouts, turning his head and showing a tear stained face.
I feel bad, why is he apologizing to me? He seems broken so I walk closer and hug him. He's surprised but eventually puts his arms around me and rests his head on my shoulder.
Me: "I don't know what you did wrong but I forgive you, okay?" I tell him, he nods. "Don't be sad Suga, it makes me sad."
Suga: "I don't want you to be sad, I just always have a 'tough guy' attitude on and feel like I can't show anyone my weaknesses."
After hearing what sounded like a door close, I pull away from the hug and playfully push Suga's shoulder.
Me: "You can be weak around me!" I say smiling. "C'mon, let's go back inside."
Suga: "I don't want to go back there..." He pauses for a second, "And I can't get into my room." He looks back to me.
I wait for a second then decide to bring him into my room. On the way he asks a question.
Suga: "Why don't you call me Yoongi like the others do?"
Me: "I'm afraid you don't want me to."
Suga: "You should call me Yoongi, we're close now."
I nod my head and then walk him the rest of the way to my room, open the door and step inside.
... Namjoon's POV ...
(YN): "I do what I want." She says and then pulls her arm away from me. URHH! Why does she have to do this? I can't lose her to him. The rest of the guys look at me, expecting me to do something. I get up. She's already walked through the door but I can still hear footsteps, she hasn't gone far. When I get to the door the others resume what they were doing and start to talk. I twist the spherical handle and the door opens so I step out. I turn my head and see her out there next to Suga. I clench my fists and bite my tongue so I don't shout at him.
Suga: "I'M SORRY!" He shouts.
WHY IS HE SHOUTING AT MY- I try and make out what (YN) is saying, but I can't. Seconds after that she moves closer to him. what the hell...?
My heart sinks and I step back into the wall. She's hugging him. Does she like him...? No, he's a dick. She couldn't. I HATE THIS! I want to be in his place. I want her to be hugging me.
My mind races back to the first day we met her, in the kitchen. I hugged her and- she pushed me away...
In a burst of rage, I turn to my door (which was on the other side) flash my card to open it and enter. I close the door hard and punch my fist against the wall. FUCK! That hurt. I wince and then look at my hand. It's bleeding and when looking up, i see a dent in the wall. CRAP! Why do I always break things!
I go and lie down in bed and as I'm there, I listen to a pair of footsteps trail off in the distance. A PAIR OF FOOTSTEPS! UHH! It's somewhere near 7 O'clock but I decide to sleep because I'm tired. My eyes slowly blur the image of my room into a deep slumber.
*Boop! there ya go*
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Touring, Namjoon X Reader
FanfictionAn artist, who now works from home, meets a BTS member in the grocery store (hmm wonder who would be there) leading her to meet the rest of the guys, but what happens when she has to leave? *ooo mysterious - does that make you want to read me?*