I walk out of my room, Rap monster exiting a few moments after. Making my way down the escalators I start preparing what I'm going to say. Reaching the bottom, I step off and walk to the lounge. There I am greeted by the 5 members and my bowl that I had left downstairs, it's somehow empty.
Jungkook: "Hi, (YN)! I think that might have been your food, but I finished it. You pair flavors very well." I smile at him and then look at jin who is in a fluffy brown cardigan and black jeans.
Me: "Uhh, Jin can you come with me to wake Suga? I need to ask him something about music but he's scary when people try to disturb him."
Jin: "Yeah." He says, getting the room key from kookie and running over to me.
He walks with me to the escalator and when we reach the top, we turn left to go to jungkook's room. Room 1, I see the card state as Jin swipes the scanning area. That sets a green light off and causes a click sound to alert us that the door is unlocked. He pushes the door open and closes it after we enter, revealing the same sitting area that's in the other rooms. Passing that, we walk over to the bed and see Suga sleeping.
Jin: "Hey, Sugaaa!" He whispers, poking the sleeping bear. "Wake up, (YN) wants to speak with you."
Suga opens one eye, then the other, moving body parts at separate times until he sits up.
Suga: "Mmm?" He questions.
I look at Suga and then to Jin.
Me: "I actually need to speak to both of you, it's not about music." I say, causing Jin to become intrigued.
Me: "I don't like sharing things with people but I can't hold this in any longer."
Jin starts to smile and Suga is just looking at me, his eyes still tiresome.
Me: "I've been getting these feelings whenever I'm around Namjoon and I really want it to stop."
Jin lets of a high-pitched squeal and does the hand shaking thing again. Suga grins at me.
Jin: "What type of feelings?"
Me: "My chest starts hurting and I feel flushed." I say, causing them both to smile even more. I'm surprised, I thought Suga would have kicked off about it. I guess I'm happy that he and Rap monster are on good terms.
Suga: "You like him." Suga states. Jin hits his arm.
Jin: "Don't be daft Yoongi. It's more than that, she's in love!" He says, turning to face me. "You lucky girl!"
Me: "Lucky? You must be joking, if you think it's a good thing you can have it, for free. In fact, I'll pay you!" At my words, jin pushes my shoulder.
Jin: "Are you mad?! Why would you want to get rid of it when he loves you back?" I look to the floor, sad that Jin doesn't know.
Me: "He doesn't." Suga snorts in derision, "He clearly stated to me earlier that we're just friends." Jin's smile eases, giving off warmth.
Jin: "Sweet child, have you not done the same thing to hide what you don't want people to know?" I take a moment to process what Jin said. Suddenly my mind plays a memory of the first night with Namjoon. When he hugged me and- I was scared of him thinking something else so I said I was glad that he was my- my... friend.
Me: "Does that mean he-" I'm cut off by both of them.
Jin & Suga: "Go to him!" They shout in unison.
I turn around immediately and run down the escalator. This is it! Dodging some decorative plants, I get to the lounge. Butterflies form in my stomach. Namjoon is there on the couch, I want to go to him but I get scared. The butterflies turn into wasps and I back out. No, not now. I'm not even sure- maybe Jin misread how Rap monster was acting. I open my mouth to speak but nothing comes out.
J-Hope: "Is something wrong, (YN)?" J-Hope asks, looking over at me.
I shake my head, unable to think of a sentence. I hear Jin and Suga from behind me so I turn around to see them. I shake my head, signaling to them that I can't do it. I don't have the guts.
V: "Everyone's here. LET'S PLAY TRUTH OR DARE!" Taehyung yells. Everyone agrees and after calming my nerves for a moment, I do too. We sit in a circle, I'm next to Jin who is next to Rap monster, Suga is on my left and he is sat next to Jimin. V is opposite me and he starts.
V: "Okay so we pick a person who we want to dare then afterwards they have to dare someone else. I'm starting!" He scans the circle of people, wondering who to bestow a dare on.
V: "(YN)!" He says pointing towards me with his cute smile. "Truth or Dare?" He asks. Based on the fact that it's V who is asking this, I will regret my life choices less if I choose Truth and so I do.
Me: "Truth!" I say.
V: "If you were forced to date one of us, who would the lucky guy be?" I smile internally, already knowing the answer. I'm not going to lie, it's not like it will do me any good if I say someone else. I pause for a second or two, making it seem as if I was thinking.
Me: "Namjoon." I say, making him look towards me and the other guys look towards him. He grins at the others.
Guys: "wooaa!" They say, Jin and Suga faking a shocked expression.
Me: "You said if I were forced to." I add, making Namjoon's smile fade away. "My go!"
Me: "Jimin!" I choose, not knowing who else to dare. "Truth or dare?"
Jimin: "DARE!" He yells, happy to have been selected.
Me: "Dance sensually on J-Hope." The other guys giggle at my demand. Jimin blushes and then stands up, already next to J-Hope. He does some hip thrusting and waist twirling until finally sitting back down whilst J-Hope is face palming.
Jimin: "JIN! Truth or dare?" He asks, annoyed at how much Jin is laughing.
Jin: "Truth." He says, calming down
Jimin: "Which do you love more: Cooking or BTS?"
Jin: "They are different types of love."
Suga: "That means he likes cooking more." Suga translates.
Jin: "Okay, okay. Leader! Truth or dare?" Jin turns to look at Rap monster.
Namjoon: "Truth."
Jin: "What are your feelings for (YN)?" He asks, causing the guys to look at me and then Rap monster.
Namjoon: "I think she's a great friend and I would be sad if she wasn't here with us." Most of the guys hum in agreement. My heart hurts, I was right, he doesn't have feelings for me. Jin then hits Rap monster. What is with him and hitting people today?
Jin: "You picked truth, why are you lying!?" Jin protests, causing Rap monster to blush.
Namjoon: "I-I wasn't lying!" He states, looking over at me. I greet his gaze and he turns his head to Suga.
Namjoon: "Suga, truth or dare?"
Jin: "NO!" Jin shouts standing up. "Namjoon why won't you just tell her how you feel?" I'm so confused. Does he like me or not?
Namjoon: "Shut up, Jin." Rap monster says coldly, getting up and walking over to the reception sofa.
The rest of the group all give each other looks. Nobody goes after him so I take control of the situation. I know it's going to be difficult to be around him but I need to figure out how he feels about me.
YOU ARE READING
Touring, Namjoon X Reader
FanfictionAn artist, who now works from home, meets a BTS member in the grocery store (hmm wonder who would be there) leading her to meet the rest of the guys, but what happens when she has to leave? *ooo mysterious - does that make you want to read me?*