How tired i am

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... LATER THAT DAY ...

Whilst walking out of the jewelry shop, after finding a gorgeous silver diamond ring (and deciding against it as it was too expensive), I notice V is slightly on edge so I shuffle over to him. His wincing makes it seem as if he's in pain which obviously causes me to worry.

Me: "V! What's wrong?"

V: "It's my stomach, I think I'm hungry." He replies.

Me: "Why didn't you say something?"

V: "You guys were having fun shopping."

Me: "You silly thing! You're more important than shopping." He smiles. "C'mon I think it's about time we had something to eat!"

V follows me excitedly to the guys, who were surprised at my re-entering the shop, where we agree to go to (favorite restaurant).

We are given a table for six so that the camera man has space for his equipment. He sits next to Rap monster as J-Hope places me between V and himself. The camera turns on.

Me: "So what are you guys gonna have?"

Rapmon: "Black noodles!" Rap monster instantly responds. The camera man looks concerned and turns to Rap monster.

CM: "You aren't meant to be eating that."

Rap monster droops his head knowing that he's been put on a diet. I don't know why, all the guys' weights are perfect yet they've been banned from eating what they want?

Me: "What if we share it? It won't be as bad and I'm sure Audrey wouldn't mind then."

Rap monster looks up, his happy expression makes me smile. J-Hope nods to the camera man who turns the device off, again. This is seriously getting annoying.

J-Hope: "You can't share food, it's too intimate. Rap monster, choose something else."

At this, Rap monster gets up and looks down to J-hope who is sat in front of him.

Rapmon: "I've had enough of this, J-Hope! I can't even look at my girlfriend without you trying to stop me! I am the leader of BTS, you're supposed to listen to me and respect my actions!" J-Hope furrows his eyebrows and turns his head to scout for anybody listening; there were only a few waitresses doing so.

J-Hope: "I'm only trying to help."

Rapmon: "No you're not! You're jealous!"

J-Hope: "I am not!"

Rapmon: "YES YOU ARE!" He shouts in reply.

I start feeling uncomfortable with the situation and notice that V is clinging to my arm out of fear. Rubbing his shoulder, I see that most of the restaurant are looking our way and one of the waitresses has their phone out. Okay, I should do something.

Me: "You guys are making a scene, over a bowl of noodles!" I say, motioning my eyes to the phone. "How about we choose something else?" I finish, giving the guys time to realize what the situation was.

Rapmon: "Sure, I'll look for something else." He instantaneously complies.

With that, they sit down and wait for everyone to resume their conversations before a waitress comes over to take our orders. It's one that had her phone out.

Waitress: "Hi!" she says, grinning from ear to ear.

ALL: "Hello." We say back.

Waitress: "I'm Jade," she announces, staring at me. Am I supposed to know her or something?

Me: "Hi, jade, sorry for- "

Jade: "It's okay! I know who you guys are..." she proclaims, "I saw you when I was at the concert."

Me: "Oh, you were watching BTS perform?"

Jade: "Yes, i- I- " she stutters but I gesture my head for her to continue. "I can't wait to see you on stage. You're really pretty." She says, crossing her hands and frantically walking away.

Me: "Ah- we didn't even order..."

I look to V who is now slumped on his seat and holding his tummy. I need to get this kid some food! I ask everyone what they want to eat and then walk up to the girl that was just speaking to me.

Me: "Hey, my friend, V, he really needs to eat something so do you have anything easily prepare-able for the meantime?"

Jade: "Oh no! I forgot to take your order! I'm so sorry! Please forgive me! I- "

Me: "It's alright!" I say, giving her a reassuring smile.

Jade: "Thank you, do you know what your table is having?" I tell her what the guys want and then she brings over a basket of bread which, as she sets it down, V practically throws himself into.

... 7:30 ...

After eating and shopping a little longer, we file into the car, exhausted and hungry, again. Moans were mutual; we just wanted to get back. Piles of shopping were slung into the middle and the heap grew as the second group came in.

Jimin: "Hello!" I hear a little mochi ball say as they sit down.

We all choose to nod in response as we can't manage a proper sentence.

Jimin: "You guys look so tired! Was it really that arduous?"

Suga: "Jimin, you better shut up before I punch you in the face. Maybe then you'll know how it feels to have the pounding headache I do."

At his notion, Jimin silences himself proceeding to sit down and wait for the doors to close. As they do, I take my mask off and Namjoon, who is at next to me, droops his arms over my shoulders and rests his head on me. To counter-act my head as it's about to fall, I place it on Namjoon. Considering that I got most of what I needed, I am quite pleased with the events of today. That is, of course, disregarding the fact that I was pushed away from someone that I wanted to be closer with. J-Hope was acting strange but I know it's not what rap monster thinks because we're most definitely only close friends. I sigh knowing there isn't anything that I can do to change our current situation.

Jungkook: "Are you alright?" Rap monster lifts his head up at the sudden sound, making me do the same.

I nod my head over at Jungkook and then the car becomes silent.

... 8:00 ...

Finally, we're inside. I'm tired. Footsteps lead up the escalators, the others must be going to bed. I'm so tired, ugghhh. I stagger my way over to the set of couches and collapse into the pillows that are heaped onto the one nearest, consequently making me stare at the remote. Gosh, I am really tired . It's right in front of me, on the table, and as I stretch my arm out, I just about manage to grasp hold of it. Aiming the big red button and pressing it, the screen turns on. It's so bright! I turn my aching forehead into my arm and listen to what the presenter is saying. She is the same one that was on TV before but her words; They get drowed out. The exhaustion from today- How tired I am...

*DEEP INHALE, yeh, i know, i have not written in a while... i shall shrug off those judging glances you're giving these words and choose to reside in my lair where i write more, you happy now? okay good!*

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