Touring, Namjoon X Reader

FUCK THE CONTRACT!

... 00:11 ...

I keep hearing them yell, why can't they just come inside and speak like rational adults? The other four are upstairs, but Jin, Suga and J-Hope are on the other side of the Hotel door. Then it opens.

Jin: "Come with me." Jin takes me by the hand into Suga's room. There we wait for about five minutes before Suga enters. He closes the door behind him and walks over to us in the seating room. Sitting next to Jin, both guys look to me in preparation for saying something.

Jin: "We have just had a talk." He pauses "With J-Hope."

Suga: "On the subject of what happened with you and Namjoon."

Jin: "Yes, but before you get negative opinions about him, I want you to know that he is still a good guy; he didn't mean for anyone to get distressed."

Suga: "No! Jin, he was an ass. She has every right to hate him. Actually, it might be better for her to keep her distance."

Jin: "Suga, you're being biased."

Suga: "I'm not biased, in fact, it's because I like her..." what!? WHAT?! "It's because I like her that I know what J-Hope did was too far."

Jin: "uhh..."

Suga: "What?"

Jin: "She is still in the room."

Suga: "That's fine, I want her to know, I'm casual about it and I don't want to keep secrets anymore; look where it got J-Hope."

Jin: "Okay, she can think what she wants."

Suga: "Good."

Suga has a stern face but I see his cheeks slowly turning red and his hands start to fidget.

Jin: "So, we were talking with Hoseok... it started by Yoongi running up and almost punching him, causing me to break the scene, I asked J-Hope what happened on that night and I'm guessing it's something you don't know."

Me: "What did he say? What happened?"

Suga: "(YN), while you were asleep, Namjoon came downstairs – I don't know why, J-Hope didn't mention that – and he found his way into the lounge where you guys were. I'm not going to criticize you but I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be happy to see my girlfriend lying next to a guy that wasn't me, hence his anger."

Me: "I didn't know that J-Hope was there; when I woke up I was scared out of my wits, so I had to take a shower immediately."

Jin chuckles at my last comment, however I can see that Suga isn't too pleased in hearing this new piece of the puzzle. He sits there, cold eyes looking off to the side of the room while Jin proceeds.

Jin: "J-Hope awoke at his entrance and... well..."

Suga: "SAY IT! For God's sake, why do you keep hesitating? He did what he did, there's no question about it!"

Jin: "He lied to Namjoon..."

Suga: "SPECIFY!"

Jin: "IF YOU'D LET ME GET TO THAT THEN I WILL!" He yells in reply. "J-Hope told Namjoon that... that you liked him more, more than you like Namjoon."

I grit my teeth together, how could he betray me in such a way?

Me: "Excuse me." I say, getting up and leaving.

Jin: "(YN)! WAIT!"

Suga: "Let her go."

I close the door behind me and run outside. It's dark, the only clouds visible are grey and ominous, accompanied by the wailing wind. I sit down on the cobble floor and run my hands into my hair. My stomach is fiery with rage but damp with sadness and I don't know what to do. Ever since I came here, ever since I met them, I have just caused them to drift apart. It pains me to see them change in such a way. J-Hope was always so happy and now he... well he's done something I never thought he could. And I've ended up causing Namjoon to hate me. I can't keep hurting them, but I have no idea when I'm doing it. There is only one thing I can do that will assure their happiness. My hands grip my scalp as I think of all the negative ways I've impacted everyone and then I decide to do it.