Touring, Namjoon X Reader

That's a bit ironic

The door shuts and everyone is still looking at me. Namjoon gets up from next to me and drags me, by the arm, out of the door. Once he closes it, he lets go of my arm and corners me so that I can't escape.

Namjoon: "What were you thinking?" He says in a deep voice.

I look at him, eyebrows furrowed, what does he care? Suga is my friend.

Me: "Is it a crime to show kindness to my friends?" I ask.

Namjoon: "No, but you're obviously favoring him." He says back to me. His eyes make him seem hurt and in pain but his actions make him seem confident and dominating, I'm slightly confused as to which he feels he is.

Me: "I would treat you exactly the same-"

Namjoon: "No you wouldn't." He says sharply, cutting me off "I've always been the one to hug you and each time you pushed me away, with Suga, you're the one that went in for the hug."

I asses his emotions again, there's slight anger but I see more pain than what there was previously. I want to embrace him; my heart is telling me to go towards him. Though, I don't want it to seem like it's an act based on our recent conversation. I also can't bear to look at his eyes any longer so I look over his shoulder and continue our talk.

Me: "Why do you care?"

Namjoon: "Because you can so easily hurt one of the other guys."

Me: "Why would being nice to Suga, hurt one of them?"

Namjoon: "You don't know, do you?"

Me: "Know what?"

Namjoon: "most of them like you."

Me: "And I like them, so what?"

Namjoon: "No, not like that."

What's he saying, that some of the guys 'like' like me? But I don't even like me as it is, how can someone 'like' like me? I don't reply to him, instead, I stay quiet.

Namjoon: "They'll get hurt if you're too close to him."

Me: "That's a bit ironic." I say, hoping I could leave this situation.

Namjoon: "Ironic?"

Me: "Yes, because at the moment, I'm too close to you." I say, extending my arms and pushing him out of my way. I take the opportunity to leave and then go upstairs. I Haven't eaten but I don't really feel like it right now.

Unfortunately, today was not my day. While running to get to my room, I collide with someone and we both fall to the floor.

Me: "Ah, sorry, my bad." I say looking over to see Jungkook rubbing his neck.

Suga is stood next to him wearing a monochrome outfit that I assume is made up of Kookie's clothes and he is giggling to himself. Jungkook, who is still rubbing my neck, looks over to me and makes a comment.

Kookie: "Wow, you're almost as good as Rap monster when it comes to breaking things."

I look at my leg and blush, embarrassing. Suga chuckles again and then stretches his hand out to help me up.

Kookie: "Why don't I get the hand? I gave you my clothes, Yoongi." Jungkook says, looking up at suga.

I grab Suga's hand and lift myself up, turning my head to look at Kookie.

Me: "Because I'm a girl." I say, smiling cheekily.

Still on the floor, Jungkook puts his palms under his chin like flower petals.

Kookie: "Oh Yoongi," he says in a high, girl-like voice, "I have fallen and need a hero to save me from the ground which is sure to bring me doom if you do not help."

Suga and I both chuckle and then he reaches out a hand and pulls Kookie up. These guys make me so happy, how boring my life would be if I hadn't found them.

Audrey: "GUYS HURRY UP, WE'RE LEAVING FOR THE SHOW REHEARSAL!"

Yoongi: "(YN)! Come with us, please. It won't be that long, you can watch us practice." He pleads. I look at him concerned.

Me: "Am I allowed?" I say, confused as to how these things work. He nods and so I quickly grab my bag and sketchpad from my room, running downstairs and into the long black car straight after.

When I get in, the guys are all there, including rap monster who is sat next me, consequently making our legs touch. The car looks like a limo on the inside. On the other side of me is Jungkook and Suga is on a different seat, opposite rap monster, so still close.