Falling down into the pit -Nouis AU

Chapter 9

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I must have fell over about ten times before we were actually at the hotel. Soon enough, I felt arms pull me to the side, pinning me against the hotel wall, and something hitting my lips. That’s the moment I snapped into reality a little bit and figured out what was going on.....

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Liam’s POV

Me and the boys were sitting on the couch still, having a laugh and watching a movie. I was about to talk when suddenly the hotel door flung open and a red-faced, drunk, pissed off Niall stormed in with Zayn behind him. “F*ck off you little sh*t” Niall shouted, venom dripping from his tongue as he pointed a finger at Zayn. “Niall! I told you! I’m sorry!!” Zayn shouted back. Oh this don’t look good.

Me and Harry stood up and started to make our ways to both the boys, Harry stood next to Zayn and i stood next to both of them. “F*ck off! Just leave me alone you idiot! I hate you! No wonder no one loves you!!” Niall shouted and Zayn looked taken aback from his words. “Niall, c’mon calm dow-“ i tried to say but was instantly cut off by Harry. “What the f*ck did he ever do to you?!?!!” He shouted who’s side is he on..?

Niall just stared blankly at him, then back at Zayn. “Yeah! That’s what o f*cking thought! Please Niall, if you looking for attention...like usual... then go somewhere else!!” Harry whispered firstly but then began to shout again. Now it was my turn to be shocked, Niall never looked for attention, i was the one who was closest to him in the band so I would surly know if Niall was an Attention Seeker.. which he isn’t.

“Excuse me? Niall isn’t an attention seeker!” I stated firmly, me being the sensible person i am; I could keep calm in these situations. I heard Harry scoff in response. “Yes he is. He always is. No one even likes him anyway, and he is always self-centred. It’s so annoying, and quite frankly, getting old. So please Niall, go and do it somewhere else. Because this band is fed up with your self-centred acts” Harry started and crossed his hands over his chest, I can’t believe Harry would say something like that. We all knew Niall was self-conscious and was like the baby brother in the group. We all knew how easily he got hurt by words, specially coming from his ‘brother’ Harry. All I wanted to do was to tell Harry to just fuck off, and get out of here and to hug Niall and never let him go. But I was the “Daddy” and i knew Niall all too well that he would shout at me because he was drunk and in the wrong state of mind, i also knew i shouldn’t treat Harry like that either.

Niall looked at Harry dead in the eye and mumbled something which made Harry smirk. I watched as Niall turned around and walked into his room, slamming the door behind and locking it. “WTF WAS ALL THAT?! NIALL ISNT SELF-CENTRED!”I shouted at Harry, finally letting the anger get the best of me. “Yeah. He is” Harry whispered and walked into his room. “What Harry... said... ‘Bout Niall... is wrong...” Zayn whispered as he stared at Niall’s bedroom door. “Then why didn’t you say anything?!” I exclaimed to him, and he just walked off ignoring me. I made a mental note to check on Niall later after he has cooled down in his drunken state.   

Louis’ POV

I was in my room, crying. I was so confused right now. After Niall had told me about his feeling for me, i walked into my room telling the boys I didn’t feel well when really, in reality I wanted to be alone to think.

I’ve been on here for about an hour now, and after I had come to the conclusion that I, Louis William Tomlinson, do have feelings for Niall James Horan, let the tears fall that i had been keeping in the whole time. I’m scared of having feelings for a boy; all my friends at school would tell me it’s wrong to. But I think, saying that I’m scared, would be an underestimate.  

Soon enough I could hear Harry shouting at someone. I slowly got up from my comfy bed and opened the door quietly. I took a step out and examined the scene ahead of me.

““WTF WAS ALL THAT?! NIALL ISNT SELF-CENTRED!” Liam shouted at Harry as Harry walked away. I could see Zayn whisper something to Liam which i couldn’t quite hear, and then he walked away. I watched as Liam ran his hand through his waxed hair and looked around the room, soon enough his eyes settled on me. “Hey Lou... you okay?” He asked me, concern lacing his voice. “What... what was that all about..?” I asked him, wanting to get to the point. “Niall came in with Zayn....drunk.. And was shouting at him.. Harry stepped in and started calling Niall an attention seeker and stuff, which isn’t true...” Liam answered me. I looked around the room searching for Niall, and my search stopped when Liam spoke up, “He’s in his room. If he’s who you’re looking for. I would leave him alone for a bit if i was you, he was drunk and you know he doesn’t take things very well anyway...” I agreed and sat down on the couch, i surly hope the guy.. I have feelings for.... is okay.

Niall’s POV

I ran into my room. This was all too much. Way too much for someone fragile and vulnerable like me to handle. I am not an attention seeker, nor will i ever be one. Ijust dont understand why he said that, and blamed me stright away..I dont get what i ever did to Harry for him to think this about me.

 I walked into my joined on bathroom and looked for something. I haven’t done this for ages, and now I’m gonna do it again. Only once.. or twice... I promise....

But....

Of course....

Once or twice never happened......

It was way worse than that... and it helped....a lot... I can’t believe I did it....again.... I broke my promise.....

“Better wear my long sleeved top” I whispered to myself as I looked down at my arms which were now covered in long, red, new vicious cuts.