The path that I once took

XIII

I woke up waiting for a new day to live in,

 hoping for new challenges to begin.

Trying to fight new demons every day,

 that would open a new doorway.

People say "Life is a Mystery" 

but my life seems to be filled with misery.

To live in this obnoxious world

where everything seems to be cold.

I live like a fire,

to fulfill my heart's desire.

Sometimes, I feel like giving up  so I break down,

 letting my demons win, 

leaving my angels to frown.

 Memories come flashing in my mind,

suffocating me till I go blind.

I let the demons in me take over,

which slit my hand

and started playing with my mind.

Closing my eyes I drifted into darkness.

Then I remembered you.

Your eyes had so much to say,

but your lips never had its way.

Your smile would put me at ease

which brings me peace.

Your embrace would help me feel safe,

when I feel reckless.

Your touch intoxicates me

which awakens the desire in my heart.

  I do not want to hide anymore,

 so I am trying to face my fear with you so near.  

  Determined to fight the beast inside me,

Neither for you nor for me,

but for the love, we had for each other and

 for the memories, we made together.