that night ➳ yoonjin

vi

our days together started that day we spent everyday after school at my home.

do you remember those days seokjin?

because i do, i remember them as if it was just yesterday but no it was 4 months ago.

remember the day when you came over at night it was the second week since we started working together. you came to my house it was 2 am and i was in a deep sleep but the sounds of knocks on my bedroom window woke me.

i was angry who would wake me at 2 am but when i looked at you with puffy eyes and shivering outside all the anger left and i was left with sadness why would anyone hurt you?

i quickly rushed to the window opening it so you were able to get in to be honest i was surprised how you managed to be there after all i slept on the second floor. but that didn't matter what mattered was you and your feelings.

seokjin i would give up my happiness for you i loved you seokjin i truly did

i mean i still love you now but i have to get use to not saying it often after all my friends told me i couldn't say than anymore

they hate you seokjin they say you're satan even your friends namjoon and jungkook hate you as well but why can't i ? after all i was the one who was heartbroken.

but let's get back to that night that awful night

you came in shivering i quickly ran to get a blanket and covered you. we sat in quiet i didn't want to make you uncomfortable and waited till you were ready.

after long and dreadful minutes you finally spoke

"i'm sorry i came here without permission i just didn't know who else to go to."

i nodded not knowing what to say but i knew i had to reassure you because you needed it.

"it's okay want to talk about it?"

i should've kicked you out that day and never talk to you again, you see that lead us to where i am today.

but no i made that mistake but i made worst mistake later that year this was nothing compared to what i did.

"i came out to my parents."

my mind went blank

what was i suppose to say?

i was no help.