that night ➳ yoonjin

ix

when i woke up i was still wrapped in your arms it felt perfect but nothing is perfect right?

school would start in an hour i should've woken you up but i couldn't i loved being in your arms so i closed my eyes and acted as i was asleep

why? who knows but it was the best thing i could've done looking back at it i was wrong

stupid yoongi

i was stupid

are you laughing at me seokjin?

minutes past and you were still sound asleep until you started to move around i knew you were finally waking up but i wasn't going to "wake up"

you sat up and leaned in kissing me on the cheek

i got flustered and i wanted to sit up and kiss you but no i was too shy for that

i kept still hoping you would wake me but instead you mumbled words

do you remember those words seokjin?

you told me you thought you liked me do you remember that?

let me remind you, " min yoongi what are you doing to me? i think i like you."

i should've stood up but i decided to keep quiet i was too shy

seokjin it was the other way around what were you doing to me?

the answer was simple you were fucking with me and my stupid emotions

after a few minutes you decided to wake me and i acted as if nothing happened.

it should've stayed that way but i'm stupid

stupid stupid stupid yoongi.

we went to school and walked in together people were used to us being together but we only hung out because of the project.

and as i saw all the girls fond over you a question came to mind

"seokjin-

"yoongi i told you call me jin "

"jin do people in school know you're um gay?"

you looked at me and continued walking

"no i'm not ready yet please keep that secret to yourself "

i nodded i understood you as i reached my group of friends you left and i watched you walk away to a group of girls.

i saw the most popular girl jump on you and you caught her.

i sighed i shouldn't have cared you weren't mine during the time.

but i did.

i cared so much.

i hated her i still do.