that night ➳ yoonjin

xxii

i walked into campus dreading to see everyone it's been a week since i came, nobody would notice nobody cared enough to notice.

the only people who cared left me just like he did i was truly pathetic.

i saw him standing against my locker he really didn't have any idea how much he was hurting me or he did and he enjoyed it

whatever the case is fuck you kim seokjin

i took out a cigarette and placed in my mouth and lit it up, i was going to need to act like i didn't care when i went to my locker

i walked closer and i heard his laugh while a girl was hitting on him

did people forget that you dated me, that you confessed you were fucking gay, the amount of time they caught us in the act because the fear of being caught caused you adrenaline

or maybe it was all an act to make me look stupid, congrats you did

"excuse me i need to get to my locker"

i saw you turn and your smile faded, "yoongi-chi"

i stared at him blankly

"are you going to move? i need my books"

and then some one of his whore's decided to speak, "listen you nobody don't talk to oppa like that"

oppa? i almost laughed if only they knew what their oppa did

"yeah can your oppa just move?"

"yoongi-chi why"

your voice made me heart but it also disgusted me how can you make me feel two different emotions at the same time

"listen i'm just trying to get to my locker can you fucking move aside"

"language yoongi i hate that you know it"

i was at my boiling point

"i also hate that you're smoking again you promised you would stopped"

and you promised to never let go but you did

"seokjin i do as i please when i please and i'm asking you very kindly to move!"

"no"

no? what the fuck

"what the fuck do you mean no?"

"you broke our promise and until you throw that cigarette and the pack i'm not fucking moving"

i scoffed, this was a fucking joke and for the first time you would hear what i've felt all along

"fuck you kim seokjin"

i began walking away because that took a lot of courage and now i was drained

i felt a tug and everyone gasped

"you're right fuck me right you fucking hate me right min yoongi? you have all the right to hate me i finally heard you say it to me"

let go jin please

i felt tear threatened i just wanted to leave

"let's go!"

what?

"no let go please jin let me go"

"not again, not today"

"why do you enjoy hurting me seokjin why can't you just leave me alone"

i couldn't stop the tears i was tired i just wanted to leave this hell hole

"what is everyone fucking staring at!?"