that night ➳ yoonjin

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yoongi woke up to the coldness of the night

he rubbed his eyes and turned to look for his ex lover the one who was cuddling him and kissing him hours ago

yoongi yelled

how stupid could he be?

of course jin left he knew he would he always does

"kim seokjin i fucking hate you but man oh man do i fucking love you"

"i appreciate that you love me but how can you hate me as well?"

jin's soft voice startled yoongi

and at that moment yoongi wanted to die

did he just confess to jin?

"you're right i just hate you"

"fair enough i figures and don't blame you"

why can't you just try to act hurt to make me feel better?

"yoongi i think i should go you know this is awkward and it's late."

don't go

"you're right you should go this was a mistake"

jin nodded and closed the door b find him and when yoongi knew that he was gone he broke down once again

why was he so vulnerable?

why couldn't he hate him?

yoongi walked over to his desk and took out his paper

kim seokjin you came over today and apologized for what you did.

but you know what i don't believe you

and even tho i say i don't i ran after you and became vulnerable asking you stay with me and to kiss me

i'm an actual idiot i swear why would i do that

you obviously see me as joke

i am a joke

remember how you use to make me feel special?

that day at school where i was feeling down and you came over to me and kissed me and took me to the observatory to see the stars because you knew how much i loved them

"babe what's wrong i know that there's something bothering you"

"nothing just tired" i mumbled back to you knowing that i didn't want to become a burden to you and make you hate me

"come on you have to get out of this hell hole let's go see the stars?"

i thought you were crazy when i first heard you it was barely 12 and you wanted to see the stars?

but my questioning look didn't stop you from making that one of the best days

you pulled my hand and dragged me

i finally managed to make you stop dragging me by holding onto a pole

"you need to tell me where we are going or i'm not moving"

"but it's a surprise yoongi" you began to whine

but i wouldn't budge i wasn't going to go anywhere

"yoongi please i won't hurt you"

a lie.

"no seokjin i'm not going unless you tell me where to"

you began looking both ways and finally scooped me up into a bridal position

"since you won't walk on your own i will carry you"

you gave me your signature smile and for a moment i forgot that you had picked me up and that you were picking me up

"seokjin let me go i will walk!"

"nope too late i gave you a chance and stop calling me seokjin you talk so formally i'm your boyfriend for the love of god be more sweet to me."

i rolled my eyes

"fine baby can you please put me down."

i saw your eyes shine and you smiled

"wow i love hearing it you should say it more often and nope"

"baaaaaby please."

all you did was shake your head and continued to walk.

seoul's observatory

"jin baby you didn't have to"

my heart was melting i was finding over you and our relationship

how was i so lucky

"of course i didn't but it was my choice yoongi i love you and i will turn the world upside down to make you happy this was nothing i would give up everything for you.

yoongi baby i would die for you and risk my life if i knew you would be safe

i would risk my happiness if it meant you would be safe without a second thought."

why did you lie jin why did you leave me if you said you would do everything to make me happy

all you had to do was stay by side

we sat in the chairs and whenever a bright star would show up you would comment how much more beautiful i was and how i made your world shine and no star would ever compare

we occasionally kissed

but all i knew was that i loved you, and that you made me the happiest person in the world

i for one knew that i would definitely give up everything to make you happy

i fucking love you kim seokjin i really do and guess what that statement still stand

kim seokjin baby i would give up everything if it meant that you would be happy

i would give up my life without thinking

i love you kim seokjin