It wasn't Easy

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by watashie_wa
by watashie_wa
                                    
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One of my effortless poems. 
                          I grew tired loving, and the other just... doesn't care. It was never easy to love. That even the simplest things which were supposed to be easy, grew to be difficult. 
                          But now matter how hard it is to love, we still do. We still do, even if it hurts, even if it means only us will get hurt, we still love... no matter what.

                          Hope you still like this poem, even though I don't that much. *sobs*
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                          It isn't easy
Playing hide and seek
Playing catch me if you can
And Playing red hands with you. 
                          It isn't easy
Making a cake
Buying a pair of shoes
And Crossing the street with you
                          Because,
Whenever we play hide and seek
I was the one hiding my feelings
But you didn't even look for it.
                          Because,
Whenever we play catch me if you can
I'll be the one chasing you
But it was an endless chase
                          Because,
Whenever we play red hands
I'll go play until it hurts so bad
It's because I want to win you, but I can't.
                          You were stronger in red hands
And You were faster in catch me if you can
But I was better in hide and seek
Yet it still isn't easy. 
                          Whenever we make a cake,
I make it perfect and sweet
But you who don't even care,
let it burn to black and then leave
                          Whenever we buy a pair of shoes
You pick the most precious ones
But when you find something better
You abandon the other
                          Whenever we cross the street
We usually go together
But once you let go of my hand
In a moment I'll get in danger
                          It is very tiring.
It is unbearable.
It isn't easy.
It wasn't easy.
                          I never thought my favorite moments of us
Were the moments connected to how we've been gone
So now let me tell you this,
It wasn't really easy.
                          You make it the hardest for me to bear
You make it the most tiring for me to bear
You make it the most dangerous for me to bear
But I dont care. 
                          I love you. 
                          If I will lose,
I still get to win hide and seek
If I will be incharged,
You will soon be discouraged. 
                          Yet I don't care a bit,
I love you too much
But one thing I say,
Everything wasn't easy.