Hopeless (Collection of Poems)

Cigarette (2nd ver.)

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What feels more amazing than loving someone dangerous?

Loving someone like cigarette.. addicting, but dangerous for you. It feels amazing. But don't you wonder why is it amazing when it gets bitter the longer we keep breathing? Its the bitterness that makes us keep wanting to light up that cigarette. We disregard the fact that its not good for us.

Loving is selfess. The more challenging or dangerous it is, we are attracted to it, addicted to it. Its mindblowing.

Why is love like that?

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The faint burnt smell you give,
That I'd rather smell not,
You make me feel more alive,
Though you turn my lungs in a knot,
The sensation you give,
You sometimes keep me calm,
That everytime I breathe,
You're like drinking tea thats warm,
A cigarette you are,
A drug thats never devoured,
You make me calm sometimes,
But never once you make me sour,
Everytime I breathe from you,
I know I'll die much sooner,
But what can I do?
I'm addicted to you much longer,
Love, you are similar to candy,
Though only sweet in first taste,
But as you stay longer,
You leave a bitter aftertaste.