we get to the hospital and tell me im going into pre mature Labour. I start crying. next thing I know they are cutting my stomach open. and say there's three babies but one has died. they take the baby out. cause of death, to much stress on the babies heart. they are able to save the other two. they were precious baby girls. I named the first one
alazaya Nicole Lynn
and the other one
Lindsay Renee. there so precious they take them to clean them up and over the intercom someone yells code blue.
next thing I know Is I have a nurse bursting in mt room handing me Lindsay. "ma'am i'm very sorry to tell you but alazaya didn't make it". i start crying trying to hold it together since i am holding Lindsay.
what happened? I ask with a tear rolling down my eye.
all she says is "we wont know till after the otopsy but we thing her heart shut down but Lindsay is perfectly health". she walks out and jordan runs into the room. im sorry baby I just found out what happened. he gets on one knee. shakotah will you marry me?
