At the end of the day all we have is memories

What i wanted!!

What I wanted? I Wanted you to fight for me! I wanted you to say that there was no one else that you could ever be with and that you'd rather be alone than without me. I wanted the Lucus Scott from the beach that night telling the world he's the one for me.:?-Brooke Davis

I kept looking over my shoulder, hoping and wishing that you'd be there. I kept looking down at my phone, waiting for you to say, "I'm sorry."?

But the silence grew so loud and the loneliness consumed me, even when there was company around. Because when it isn't the right person, it doesn't matter who is there.

I needed something from you.

I needed you to need me, the way I thought I needed you.

I needed you to want me, as deeply as I wanted you.

I wanted you to think of me, as much as I thought of you.

I wanted you to fight for me.

Because I refused to give up on you without a fight. I gave you a million chances. I wanted this thing to work, and I was willing to work.

I know it's supposed to be simple. But neither of us liked simplicity. We thought deeply about everything exchanging intense looks. And somewhere in the midst of it, all my walls came crumbling down with just your touch. I thought yours did too. But there were chambers you weren't letting me through.

There were secrets you didn't tell me.

With your hand cupped in mine, I felt safe. I told you everything  You told me you were honest. You told me you were good. And I believed you. I trusted you. I wanted you to trust me too.