At the end of the day all we have is memories

3am thought

"Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever. -Meredith grey
so today I hung out with a guy I've loved for 5 years and I was flirting with him all night ya know a girl gotta work it but I was having a great time and I wanted to know if there was anything there so he said I'm just a friend and I should have more confidence it's attractive in girls but I heard was my heart breaking into pieces for the last 5 years I wonder if I was good enough turns out I wasn't and I'm trying to be okay with that but right now it hurts really bad I because I seen a future with him it was a little cute house and cute little family but all I got in the end was my heart into a million piece and. So I wanna wish you well and I hope you go well in life and find whatever you're looking for I'll be seeing ya till the have a great life 😚
- Autumn

Ps i know there's no punctuation marks I'm writing this at 3:30am crying my eyes out so don't be mean