a little good in the worst news

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the worst news: school started

the little bit of good in the worst news: is takin a creative writing class, and i am genuinely so excited for it.

i didn't think i was stressed until I realized that my fingers were starting to bleed because i picked at the skin too much. it's a gross nervous habit, but now my fingers are raw and the feeling of anxiety is crawling up my throat. the mere mention of tests caused my stomach to curl.

a lot of people say high school is the best part of your life, but with the way i've experienced it, i hope this isn't the peak of my life.

i will say i've met a handful of good people and a select few good teachers, but i never stick around long enough mentally to hold any relationships.

so ah- cheers to my senior year I guess.

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