Jack & Conor Maynard Imagines

(moonlitmaynard) Forgiven?

I sat down on the couch after taking a shower. It's nearly in one the morning and Conor is not back yet.

He's been going to the club with the boys and not coming until really late at night. I'm getting tired of this, he always spends time with them but never has enough time to spend with me. Every time he comes back, he goes straight to bed and he goes to his brothers flat to meet up with the boys again.

I want him to spend time with me but he doesn't have enough time to listen to me so I can tell him how much this bothers me.

I will make sure he hears me tonight, when he gets home. Tired or boozed up, I don't care. He needs to know how much this is effecting me, most nights I cry until he gets home and then cry again when he leaves in the morning.

I heard keys rattling outside the door so I stood up to face him as he came in. He glanced at me while putting his keys on the key rack by the door. "Why are you still up?" He questioned, walking past me.

"Just thinking" I said, quietly.

"About what?" He said sliding his shoes off.

"How your always going out with the boys and always coming back late then leaving in the morning as soon as you wake up. What I'm trying to say is you never have enough time for me, you don't spend time with me like you do the boys" I said, near to tears.

"I don't have to be around you all the time, I want to spend some time with my mates and get out of the house"

"Well do you think I wanna stay at home, all the time, with no one to keep me company. When your always going out and having fun, getting drunk and leaving me at home alone!" I said as a tear slipped.

He was drunk. When I started saying this, he became angry and slapped me really hard through the face. I fell to my knees, holding my face as I began to cry. "Oh my gosh, Aggie!" He said, getting down beside me. "I'm so sorry, I wasn't thinking. I didn't mean to" he said, regretting what he had just done.

"Leave me alone!" I screamed, running to the bathroom and locking myself in. I stayed the  ight in the bathroom, he knocked on the door a few times before he went to bed, asking me to come out and go to bed. I didn't say anything, I fell asleep on the cold tiled floor.

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I woke up and quietly made my way to the bedroom, to see the blankets empty. He was gone. If he felt bad about this whole situation then he would've stayed but he's gone, to have another fun night.

Just then I heard the front door open, I ran into the room and quietly shut the door. I jumped into the closet as he made his way up the stairs. After a few minutes, he walked into the room and calling for me.

"Aggie?....Aggie?" He said, searching around the room. He slowly opened the closet door and I crawled further back.

"Go away. Go back to your brothers, like you always do!" I said and he moved from the closet, leaving the door open.

"I can't.." he said, sitting on the bed. I came out of the closet and stood in front of the door.

"Why? Are they not going tonight or do they have a problem with what I want?" I said, stepping closer.

"No, I told them I wasn't going tonight" he said, looking up to me.

"Oh..." I wasn't expecting him to say that at all. "Um, wow. I wasn't expecting that"

"Yeah, I told them I was gonna stay home today" he paused. "Look Aggie, I'm very sorry that I.. I never really paid you any attention or spent time with you unless I was needing something" Then he broke, completely. "Aggie... I'm so so sorry"  Tears have begun streaming down his face. "I..I shouldn't have hit you last night...I shouldn't have.. I'm so s... I've been wanting to stop but the boys.. boys..." He had a hurt look in his eyes.

"I understand, Conor. It's alright, I forgive you. Just promise me you'll try to straighten up, I don't want to see you like this"

He nodded. "I really want to be a better boyfriend, I do. It's just so hard sometimes, like the temptations and the boys always wanting to hang out" I smiled, I'm so happy he's realizing what he needs to do so we can be together and happy.

"I understand, just remember I'll be with you through it all" I smiled, walking over to hug him.

I looked at the clock realizing it was already 8 so I decided to go on to bed. It's been a really rough day and I just want to sleep the rest away. "Aggie" I looked over to see Conor getting in the bed with me.

He crawled up beside me and moved my face to look at him. He slowly leaned in and kissed me, leaving my lips lingering.

"Babe, I love you so much and wouldn't not lose you over anything" I smiled.

"I love you, too. More than you can ever I'm gone" I laid my head on his chest as he wrapped his arm around my back and intertwined his hand with mine.

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