Chapter One: A Blurr

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It was crazy to think that I am a senior! This is when you have to start taking life seriously. When the bell rang everyone stood up and hustled out the tiny doorway in a rush to go find their friends. I was the last person to exit the room. I had my best friend next to me.
Lexi is such a great friend but she is like a undercover detective!! I can not lie to this girl. But there is one secret I haven't told her, and she hasn't found out and let's just hope it stays that way.

Lexi and I walked a few steps out into the hallway then we touched hands and told each other "bye" . I walked the direction to my locker. When I finally had reached my locker after walking through the long, narrow, chaotic hallway, I opened up my locker and reached in and grabbed my history textbook and couple extra pencils. As I look behind the door of my locker I see my boyfriend of 2 years, his back pressed against the locker next to me. He pushes himself off of the locker with his foot, and wraps his arms around my torso. Causing me to giggle.

Lucas has been my boyfriend for about two years now. He hasn't been the best boyfriend.... He actually abuses me. I mean not like knifes and things like that but like hitting, punching and stuff like that. In the beginning our relationship was so full of passion and love. I was always afraid I would never be loved. I was always self-conscious about how I looked. But when Lucas asked me out I guess I just got sucked in for the reason of being and feeling loved.

As I kind of stumble back he leans closer to my face and he whispered in my ear
"Meet me behind the school at lunch."
I felt the urge to argue but I knew that it wasn't a suggestion it was a demand and if I faught I would only make matters worse! So I said back
"Okay." In a very low, quiet voice.

It comes to be lunch and I grab my things for my class after the lunch hour. I cautiously walk out the back door to see Lucas smoking with a few of his friends. They all look over at me and I swallow my stress as it builds, I walk down the four stairs and start heading towards them. As I reached them Lucas forced the tip of his cigarette to the brick of the school, along with all the other burn stains in the wall. He forces me against the wall and just keeps bushing his bottom lip against mine. As he knees me right in my stomach, causing me to arch over in pain. They all walk away and back into the school. I remain sitting there breathing heavily and holding my stomach.





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