I'm sorry for not updating for a long time so expect more updates. Play this when you at the bottom please. Thx!
KBS~
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I also wanted to say something. It's very personal and if you could give it a little support that would be greatly appreciated. Now, I don't know if you know her. But @my_chemical_rachel has been a long time friend of mine and if you are reading this @my_chemical_rachel, I only wanted to say that I am sorry for not being there for you when you needed it the most. We have been through so much shit together that at this point in time it doesn't matter anymore...all that I'm trying to say is, don't give up hope. you will make through it all and then the aftermath of this is us laughing about it. I don't want to loose my first and best friend in the world...you will find peace in this. And I never wanted this to ever be said in my life but please...whatever you do. Don't commit...if you did I wouldn't be able to forgive myself for letting you do it. I wanted to put this out here on Wattpad because: 1. I can't find my tablet. 2. I can't say this in person for multiple reasons. And 3. because I just couldn't stand waiting to tell you. You are the only person in the world that knows about how I act truly without anyone around but you, me, and Katelyn. We are squaw remember? and we will continue to be squaw no matter what. even if we are all separated now. One more thing before I go...Please...if anyone knows who she is would you please give her as much support as possible. I can't explain what she is going through because that is not my job or place to tell you. And DON'T go asking her about it. she has enough to deal with and enough stress to deal with. just give her the love and support she needs right now. you don't have to but it would be helpful and kind of you to help her out. Thanks for listing or in your case reading. I really hope you get to read this @my_chemical_rachel. Thanks again guys!
P.S. I've stood right where you are standing Rachel...It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem...we have these issues not knowing how to solve them. but just remember, youARE loved!
