Z E R O [Kurapika Kurta]

50 X Freaking X Hours pt1

Author POV
They all walked in and settled into their positions, Katsu, Kurapika and a sleeping Tora going to a couch. While Katsu is in the bathroom, tora begins to curl into a ball and cry in her sleep.

Tora POV (as per usual)
Nightmare
My mother kicked me, sending me flying into the abyss that was in my mind, I knew this was a dream... well nightmare but I couldn't escape, it wasn't possible. She grabbed a bow and arrows and shot them all at my head along with some throwing knives. She jumped down to me before taking a katana and dragging it slowly along my back as I curled myself into a ball and began to cry. Why have these nightmares come back?
Nightmare over

"Tora!" I heard Kurapika's voice scream out as I woke with a start. I looked at him for a second with my tear filled eyes before curling back into a ball and rocking back and forth as he tried to talk to me. I heard the bathroom door squeak open as Katsu ran to me and pulled me into his chest muttering, "It's okay Tor, she's dead, she can't hurt you anymore"

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After I had calmed down, Kurapika came up to me, "Tora, I wish to speak to you, privately."
I looked around the room, everyone except Killua (who was staring at the ceiling blankly) was asleep. We walked into the bathroom and sat down on the ground.

"What did you want now?" I asked him, slightly irritated.
"What are your relations to the phantom troupe?"
I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I tried to conceal my scarlet eyes, whispering, "they're dead to me"
"So you don't know any of them, like, personally, do you?"
My vision began to flash red as I continued to conceal my eyes, barely succeeding, "like I said before, they're dead to me"
"So, you wouldn't be, I don't know, related to one of them"
I looked down at my lap as tears began to fall from my eyes, I could tell all my hair was white now and my eyes were red, but I didn't want to face him, he couldn't know about the monster I truly was.
"Tora" he said slightly irritated, "look at me"
He grabbed my chin and forced me to look up at him as complete and utter shock was etched on his face.
"I'm not a full Kurta before you even ask" I said, my voice cracking, making me feel even more helpless, "The woman that was pregnant with me had countless affairs with many men, not just her husband who is my actual father. One of her more frequent ones, being a Kurta. Somehow I got some of his genes and then I became the monster I am today"

He gave me a look, a look that made my heart melt and tears come to my eyes, it made me feel like I could tell him every and anything. Then, his scarlet eyes looked up at mine as he softly said, "tell me everything"

That was it. I couldn't refuse, I just couldn't. "For starters, I'm a monster. By that I mean I also got the genes of a Neko and that's my main appearance. It's horrible and I don't deserve to even li-"
He cut me off by pulling me into a bone crushing hug, squeezing me tightly. Somehow, that hug was reassuring and made me feel safe, a sensation which I had only previously connected to Katsu and the Phantom Troupe. Then I pulled back, showing him my form as both a Kurta and Neko, which I considered the most monstrous and hideous thing about me. Which I never showed you guys