All Thanks To a Piece Of Paper (ForthBeam)

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-Tae's POV-

         Kiss him? Tee wants me to kiss him? Why? Sure, he's been acting sketchy with me lately, but that means nothing, right? He's my younger brother, so it can't meant anything.

         But asking me to kiss him? That's over the line in brother hood. It could be for a good reason, though. Like if he wants to know how to do it so he can get a girlfriend, or something. I waited until I actually got a girlfriend and we kissed. It wasn't even hard to do, either. So, why does Tee want to kiss me?

         Tee still asked you to kiss him. Just do it already! The voice in the back of my head groans in excitement.

         What? What am I thinking?! I'm not like that. No, no way and no how.

       "Why?" I ask and finish eating my fruit snacks.

       "Well," Tee tenses up and sits up straighter with a dark pink- almost red- blush written across his face.

         Why is Tee blushing? He might just be embarrassed. Nothing is wrong with being embarrassed, right? Beside, he can't have feeling for me. We're brothers, he's the youngest, I'm the oldest. I have to be more mature then. Therefore, I shouldn't kiss him, huh? I didn't start this conflict, but I can't end it, as in, not to go any further with this idea with Tee.

       "If I ever get a girlfriend or something," Tee continues, "I want to be able to know how to do it, so I wouldn't mess up," He insists.

        I stare at him blankly. Does he really want to go through with this plan? It wouldn't be good. What if mom or dad walks through the doors and sees? Or if someone at school finds out and ruins our lives? Or worse, what if Tee and I become distant? There's too many risks to think about it.

       Just do it already! you know you wan to kiss those precious lips of his. The voice sings.

       I shouldn't. I have to be mature, right? I don't want to do anything drastic that could destroy everything. I shouldn't let this happen.

       "Okay, but only this once, alright?" I blushed brightly and toss my wrapper in the garbage can.

       I get goosebumps crawling on my skin. My stomach feels like it's eating itself. My heart is beating as fast as a NASCAR driving in a race. This is insane. We-brothers- going to kiss.

       Tee's cheeks flush dark red. His eyes light up. "R-really? T-Tae you don't have t-to."

       Wow, his stuttering adorable. The voice sounds like it's melting.

       What was that? I didn't think of that coming. Besides, I'm not like that, I don't like guys, or my brother.

       "Tee, don't worry, it's fine." I smiled and pick Tee up, and set him in my lap.

       Tee shrieks and drops his water bottle on the side of him. I look over to check it it's close, it is. Thank goodness, because that wouldn't have been good, having water all over the place.

       "Well, um, where should I put my hands?" Tee asks nervously, while biting his bottom lip at the end of his sentence.

       "Around my neck, of course," I chuckle as I place my hands gently on his waist.

       Tee slowly and carefully sets his arms around my neck. I can feel him shaking. Is he really this nervous or scared? But, why? It's only a simple kiss, right? No harm from it, he shouldn't be so scared about this.

        But I'm his brother.

        "Ready?" I whisper and pull Tee closer to my body.

        He nods and slightly closes his eyes as he glances at my lips. I feel the butterflies grow in my stomach. I'm really going to do this. I'm going to kiss my little brother. This doesn't mean anything between us, just a kiss.

        While leaning closer to him, I take one last look at his lips before closing my eyes. I lean forward a little bit more, and finally feel his lips brushed against mine.

        I want more.

        I pull him even closer to me, so we finally locker lips together. My stomach is twisted, my head is light, my heart is beating faster than before - that's pretty fast -. I'm kissing my own brother, and I like it.

       Tee tightens his grip on my hair and moves his lips along the same motion as mine. After a few seconds, he licks my bottom lip for an entrance to my mouth.

       Tee must like his, too!

        I quickly open my mouth and let him entrance whatever he wants. This is for him anyway. But, I like it so much. Both of our tongues smash together, causing us pretty much make out.

       It's amazing. I haven't felt like this with any other girl before. It's so different. So good. I want more from Tee.

      What has gotten into me? I like kissing my own brother. That's mot normal. It's weird. Stupid. Disgusting. I can't do this. I shouldn't do this. I need to stop this right now.

      Sadly, I pull away from the kiss Tee and I were sharing and stared at him speechless, amazed. I can't pick out the right words of what to say to him. I don't want to hurt his feelings or anything. Well, I probably did by pulling away from him. But it was for our own good. We can't get attached like how couples do.

       Tee's face is as bright as a cherry. He looks so cute looking all embarrassed-- wait, don't think about that stuff. I can't think about it.

       "T-Tee, I'm sorry I did that.."

       "It was amazing." Tee whispers and smiles a little.

        So he did like it.

         I know that I'm probably red tomato. who can blame me? I kissed Tee. My younger brother by almost two years, for however long and I liked it.

         How can I face reality knowing that I did this horrible thing.

To be continued..

(Since some of you guys wanted in Tae's point of view, I horribly executed it for you.. I hope you guys liked it. Coz, I was actually not that good in writing of POV.) Have a good day and blessed day everyone.