All Thanks To a Piece Of Paper (ForthBeam)

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Tae's POV

             I walk up to Tee, but he backs away. Why? Is he scared? I don't want him to be scared of me. I'm just his brother after all. There's nothing to be afraid of.

         "Tee, What's wrong?" I finally step close to him and grab his hand, making him stumble into my chest.

            I get this warm feeling surrounding my body wherever Tee is touching me. I like it.

          "You-you're just really close to me," Tee blushes brightly and tries to look away from me. "Beside's why are doing this to me? You don't like me... We're just brother's right?"

            After him saying that, my heart starts to race. Maybe I do like Tee. It's so wrong, isn't it? I don't care that we're brothers. I feel different around him. It's an amazing feeling that I love. It makes me feel good.

           "Oh, who cares? And who said that I don't like you?" I tilt his head up with my index finger and thumb so he can look at me. When my eyes meets with his, I saw his eyes sparkle. That's so adorable.

            I lay Tee on the bed and crawl on top of him. What am I doing? I can't control myself. I just need Tee. I want him.

            I get a fuzzy feeling around my body. What am I going to do? Well, if I need him, maybe I could do anything to Tee. Besides, he feels the same way with me, right?

           "W-What are you doing?" Tee squeaks out a small whisper.

            I instantly smile. He sounds and looks so vulnerable right now. It's not like I'm going to hurt him or anything. Anything is possible now. Maybe anything could happen.

           "Just tell me if you want me stop," I breathe and my lips meet with his neck.

            He keeps his mouth shut as I keep kissing his neck. Out of nowhere, I immediately bite his neck gently. Tee gasps but still doesn't tell me to stop.

            I place my hands in his hips and press down closer to him. I pull away from his neck, most likely leaving a hickey, and turn to see how Tee is taking this. His eyes are closed, his cheeks are brightly red, and he's biting his bottom lip. Wow, he's actually liking this.

            I quiet chuckle leaves my lips, making Tee open his eyes and smiles.He just looks so amazing. I can't help this. I can't stop what I'm doing.

            I lean down slowly to Tee, about to meet his lips with mine..

THUD!

           I groan and open my eyes. I fell off of the bed with the blanket wrapped around me. What the--? How did that happened?

           Beside's, what was that dream I just had? I never had a dream like that before, except with girls of course. But, with Tee? That's just weird - wrong even. And even in that dream, I liked it.

           "What the heck, Tae?" Tee groans and looks down at me on the bed. "You took all the blankets."

           "It's not my fault that I fell out from the bed," I mutter and struggle to get back on the side of my bed.

           "Yes it is," Tee giggles sleepily and lays back down on his side of the bed. "Did you have a bad dream or something?"

           No, I didn't have a bad dream. I had a great one in fact. "Yeah, sorry," I lie getting situated in bed.

           "What was it about?" Tee pulls the blankets around him and lays on his side facing me.

           Great, I have to lie more to him. "Nothing special."

           Tee stayed quiet for a long moment. Maybe he's thinking, or he fell asleep again. I look at him and his eyes are closed and soft snores escape from his breathing. I smile and lay down comfortably next to him.

           I look over at out alarm clock 5:10AM. Great, I only have twenty more minutes left to sleep. No point going back to sleep.

          "Tee," I shake his shoulder. Maybe I shouldn't wake him up. Oh, well. I already have once tonight.

          "What is it?" Tee groans and squints his eyes in the dark room.

          "Do you still like me - like me?" I whisper and scoot closer to him.

           His stays silent. Did I upset him again? I hope not. I just want a simple 'yes' or 'no' answer. I won't be mad at him if he said he still felt that way with me. It was horrible of me to yell at him after I read that letter. I didn't mean to be so mad. I was just stunned. I just came out mad.

           Tee turns around to face away from me. My heart sinks to the bottom of my stomach. I did make him upset. I didn't mean to, though!

           "Tee-"

           "I'm tired. Let me sleep some will you?" Tee says shakily and stiffens in his position.

             I frown and hold in the tears. He's never acted like this with me before. I must really made him mad or upset. I sign and relax. I know he doesn't hate me, though. Which is always good.

             I wrap my arm around Tee's slender waist and pull him close up to my chest. A small, high - pitched gasp, but doesn't move away or resist me holding him.

             I smile and close my eyes, waiting for the alarm clock to go off. Waiting to see if Tee will do anything. Just waiting in general.

             After a minute, I feel Tee turn around in my arms and look at me with wide eyes. I smile bigger and pull him closer to me. I love feeling his warmth, his tiny body in between my arms.

             "T-Tae, why are you doing this m-me?" He stutters and hides his face in my chest.

             "I'm not doing anything, baby brother. Just hugging you," I smile and kiss the top of his head.

             "No" I heard him whimper.

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               No? What does that mean? No as in I'm not just hugging him? Well, I do want to be closer to him....

              "To answer your question, It's no," Tee sniffles again and tries to pull away from my grip.

               My heart stop beating. He doesn't like me anymore. Am I starting to like him now?

               Why do I feel like this?

To be continued...