All Thanks To a Piece Of Paper (ForthBeam)

-8-

           Krist and I walk to my house from school, with our hands entwined together. We have been dating for a week. I can't believe it either. We're open about it at school. Of course Tae thinks isn't necessary for us to hug, kiss or hold hands in the hallway or lunch room.

          Of course, Tae has kept trying seduce me in our room at night before we would go to bed. I would try not to give in, but Tae tells me the same thing. I have to beg.

          It's not that I don't like it- I very like much do-, but it makes me uncomfortable now. I'm dating Krist, Tae is doing stuff with me in bed, does that mean I'm cheating? I hope not. Even though I still like Tae very munch, I'm happy with Krist, and I like him, as well. Not at much, but I still have a fancy for him. Is that so wrong?

         Plus, my parents know Krist and I. They're fine with it. But, they try to ignore the fact that I'm dating a boy. Even if I would talk about Krist, they would try to change the subject or not to respond to me at all. Tae is always so rude to Krist, also. It's not Krist ever did anything, it was me that caused all of this happening. Not exactly Krist's fault.

         Krist and I finally get to my house. Tae's car is in the drive way, he didn't offer Krist and I a ride, which was pretty uncalled for. 

        We walk in and go into my bedroom, seeing Tae on the bed reading a magazine. I make a humming noise and Tae looks over at me, then glares at Krist.

        "What? You interrupted my reading, so this is better be good," Tae folded his magazine and placed it on his lap.

        "Can you please leave? Krist and I want to be in here," I say and hold Krist's hand tighter.

        "I was here first," Tae says, smirking at me and not moving from his spot.

        "Don't act like five- year- old," I snap, and instantly feeling bad after using that tone. I just hate being mean to Tae. It always makes me upset immediately afterwards. "You can read on the couch in a different room though."

        "Fine, but if I come in and see you two having sex, I'm telling mom and dad," Tae smirks and leaves the room, eyeing Krist every now and then before exiting the room.

        I shut the door behind him and sigh. "Well, now we're alone," I smile and sit on the bed, pulling Krist with me.

        "Good," Krist grins and sits next to me.

        I turn to face him, and once again, I'm met by a pair of lips on top of mine. My right hand makes it's way up to his hair, and I tug on slightly. Krist gives a low growl and moves us in position where he's on top of me. My other hand also makes it way it his hair and I tangle my fingers in it, constantly tugging on it softly.

       Krist situates his leg on the side of his waist, straddling me. His gently slides hands up my shirt, forcing my shirt to lift up above my stomach, while our soft, slow kissing becomes a rough, forceful make - out session.

       My heart beats  faster and faster. My body feels like it gets hotter and hotter. The pleasure overwhelms me. I always feel like this whenever Krist and I together. I love it. I enjoy it more than Tae kissing, or touching me. Well, we could argue about that for a long time.

       I migrate my hands to the hem of his shirt and grip it tightly, trying to pull Krist down closer to me. Instead of that working, the door opens abruptly, causing to roll over next to me. I pulls my shirt down and feel my cheeks flush bright red. The person that appears in the doorway is no other than...

      Tae.

      Is he trying to ruin this opportunity for me to be happy, to feel pleasure, with Krist? Then again, there is a lock on the door, I could have locked it, but might Tae have become the tattle- tale he is, and told our mom. Is he that much against Krist and I being together? To me, it's kind of ridiculous. Being jealous is one thing, trying to get between the relationship is another.

      "What is it, Tae?" I say through gritted teeth look down at my lap trying to not let Tae see my embarrassment.

      "I just wanted to talk with Krist," Tae grinned evily and strut through the room, standing in front of Krist.

      Krist looks up at him, with light pink cheeks, and he's biting his lower lip. He looks nervous. Vulnerable even.

       "Want to know something, Krist?" Tae leans over close to him. Krist nods. "My baby brother doesn't like you as much as me."

      My jow drops. Tae didn't say that, he shouldn't have said that. Not in front of my boyfriend. Tae is wanting conflict to happen. He wants my first boyfriends to leave me, possibly ruin a friendship. Why is Tae acing like this?

       "You're his brother, of course he likes me more," Krist shot back and narrowed his eyes.

       "Want me to prove it to you?" Tae smirks and stand up straight.

       Please say no, Krist. Please say no!

       "Yes, go ahead, please," Krist crosses his arms and keeps glaring.

        Tae grabs my hand and pulls me off of my bed. Tae won't do it. He won't do anything. He won't do anything in front of Krist. Tae better not do what I'm thinking he's about to do.

        Tae places his left hand on the side of my neck and right hand on my waist. I look up at him and he presses his lips against mine. My heart feels like it's going to break out of my chest. My stomach is in knots. My cheeks are hot. I feel like I'm about to cry, I like this. But, even if I try to kiss back, Krist might leave me, because it's considered cheating, isn't it?

        Don't kiss back, Tee. don't you dare to do it!

        Before I left the feeling take control of me, Tae pulls away and looks at me sadly.

        I wipe my mouth and glare. "I'm you're brother, Tae. You shouldn't kiss me."

        As soon as those words left my mouth, all I wanted to do was break down.

To be continued...